Studying For Exams

Aarghh.....2 down! 3 more to go....hopefully can survive through! Oh Man-it is like no matter how much you study, it is never enuf! Once you see the paper, you realise-'Oh Shit! I didn't study this! Oh Man, I can't remember this......F**k,F**k,F**k....haha'-Well, this is what has been happening to me for the past two papers....Well, no matter what happens, I just hope to do well for my studies and in the end, get what I want to get and fulfil my parent's wish................

Moreover, decided on dropping out from the FMA course basically because of the reason that-since I am unsure abt my career and am not really interested in it, why shud i deprive a person who is really interested from getting what they want.....so basically, I have opted out. I don't know whether I did the right choice or not but I know that this way I would be happy. Though people might say that I decided to drop out because I can't bear to part with my frens, well, I know and fully understand my objective for opting out. So think whatever you want, I did what I wanted to and why I wanted to do it. I just hope that I attain my goal in the end!

Sometimes I wish that I was working then i wud have $$ to spend and chill but to look at the way my parents earn, I just keep thinking that maybe all I wanna do is just study forever.....haha though exams S**k big time....haha-that is the only bad point of studying. Apart, from that, there are only good points. You learn new stuff, you are more educated and the best part-u get to make friends while expanding your knowledge........

Well, for now:-
because of the exams-Can't wait for them to be over but once they are over, it would be time for IPP......What can I say? I am excited, nervous, scared and all that......I am really excited to be out there in the real world-working and earning........and best of all-Gaining EXPERIENCE!!!.........
Haha, well.....all that after completing the EXAMS!

Mugging For Exams.....

Exam season has begun and I guess I have bee slacking too much because now I am feeling very tensed up. Finally began my note taking and well, I have nothing to say so wud post some pictures:

Studying at home:in a corner of my room,

My Study Table [Finally being utilised]Note taking season is here-Time to celebrate?
My Messy Table

My Companion: My 'Doggy Bank'-Yet to be Named :P

Full Body Shot-He is very photogenic....hahaMy pretty bed............

Studying In School with Fara, Seha and Especially-NISA:In the LibraryStudying in a corner tableAnd.........this is how Nisa studies....haha

So, from the pictures above, it is evident that during exam periods, I go nuts and that I would be surrounded by messiness all around me! I don't know why but the place just becomes messy on its own and no matter how much I tidy up, it would just be messy! Haha-What can I do?

Such A Day.........

Though it was said to be expected, I guess reality doesn't sink in until it really happens. I didn't tot that applying for this would mean breaking up with class-I tot it was going to be like elective module style.........AAAAAArrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh-F**k them!-I just don't see the logic-Why can't they just leave us in our own sweet classes and we attend different classes in the same form as elective modules-Do they have to be such bas***ds who are just out to destroy things which are just getting better?

What Do I Say? What Do I Do? I Am So LOST!

Fara's CreationThe Best Gift for a BirthdayAll the DEARIESWif Ophelie....a very sweet dearGreat Moments-Hilarious+Full of Vulgarities....etc.Now, I am just hoping to have moments like this..........
[God knows if it wud happen and I pray it wud]
[I really don't know how I am going to be w/o you......]-I really Luv u lots!

In the end, I don't know what to say................tears just keep rolling down and no matter what...there is just numbness surrounding me. I was already nervous about the attachment and then, excitement about the news turns to horror.........After that, it just feels weird talking to you....because apart from tears, nothing is coming out. I can't imagine spending a day in Poly without my First and Greatest friend....I was such an idiot during TEP-Wad am I gonna become now...........?

~In the end, I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE!~

Special Post

Haha.....Am doing this post specially for this Kangaroo of my Zoo....:-
Apparently, we did quite well for our Biz Law ICA taking into consideration the factors which we went thru....haha. Though we started off early, we were still editing the whole report even in the morning of the day we were suppose to hand up. Haha nevertheless, we did quite fairly well. Even for the role play-haha. Everything was last minute preparation yet it was so fun and exciting!Anyway, would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to you guys since because of the question 2 we got a bad remark-So am SORRY about it!

Haha....it has been quite fun doing projects with this bunch[FARP] for both Biz Law and ICT. Haha the best was doing ICT-Fai made a joke of all of us by contradicting himself-haha...I guess it is all these kind of fun and jokes that bond us together and unite us.

Though it is obvious that the world is very competitive, it still hurts to know that your very own friends are being competitive with you. In a world where one should help each other, the world is turning such that even closest of friends are back stabbing each other. But the worse thing would be being underestimated. I guess nothing hurts the most except the fact that your friend thinks lowly of you. What kind of friendship is it when you guys don't even know each others strength and weaknesses.......Haiz, well looking from the competitive point of view, if the friend underestimates you, I guess it is easier for you to strike back right?

Well, no matter how things change and evolve, there are certain things taught to me that I won't forget:-

1) Always help others and you would be rewarded [even if you are not, GOD is still watching your good deeds]

AND

2) Never OVERESTIMATE yourself AND Never UNDERESTIMATE your enemies!

[P.S to Fai: Haha...I guess my entries become too WORDY because I just have too much to write....too much to write about things that I am experiencing and going through...haha-Wad Else to Do?...If not happy, then say Ok?]

All The Best Bro....

Congrats to you for your good results! Apparently, you did quite well! Now, all you have to do is make the RIGHT choice!! So choose well and wisely! All the Best for that!

All The Best for you O'Level results, Anshu! Make sure that you make a wise choice for your future studies.....ask for opinions and seek guidance from Mausa and Saurab bhaiya or maybe give a call to Gaurav bhaiya and ask them for opinion. Approach those who are good in their studies and are now successfully in a career line. Do take something that you are interested in! All The Best!

Selfishness + B*****Ds

The whole world is truly-SELFISH.....except the exception of some people..........seriously, what's with this thing that we do things with the whole perspective of only gaining something for ourselves-Can u all not be such SELFISH BASTARDS?

Unfortunately for me, I know such people and though I may not like it, I have to accept it cause they are a part of my life.....seriously, these kind of people are not only shameless but also bloody hell thick skin....Seriously, if you need help, you should ask nicely. If someone lends you something of theirs, you should return it in the same manner not make a mess and give them to sort on their own....not do you say things such as-'Are you sure you have the right answers?'-That is truly being a pain in the a**. I mean you need help and you say to them in that manner, would the person still be interested in helping you?-Maybe, in your dreams or if the person is truly stupid! Worse thing is to talk to the person only in your times of need or to try and butter the person.....I like the way Az responded-Shut up la you F**Ker[You go Girl!]......The whole summary-if you know that you have to approach someone for help, might as well just shut up and do what they do right?-PAY ATTENTION in class and TAKE YOUR OWN NOTES!!!

Seriously speaking, I am not a brave person-I don't know how to say 'NO'.....I just can't say it. From young, though I have always wanted to, I have never been able to....and this is what is still happening to me..maybe, this is why sometimes I am just shear stupid...haiz!

To Rabbit[Reka]: You are the greatest Person I have ever known. No matter what is told to you or whatever happens around you, you always look at the positive side!No matter how someone behaves or is with you, you always look at their inner soul...... I truly salute you for the way you are and infact, I aspire to be truly like how you are....[please do guide me]

Something which I got from the net:-Selfishness is good. I don't mean complete selfishness - that would be a crime. But practise moderation in being selfish is actually beneficial for one's mental health. How many times have you believed yourself to be a giver? Everyone says they give, while seldom people admit that they are takers. When a relationship fails, all you think is how much you've given to *that* person and shouldn't have wasted your time in the first place. And that led to your depression, your PMS, your sadness etc because you can't stop hating the person who has cheated/disappointed you. In short, yes, you feel shortchanged.

Nobody asked you to give *that* much in the first place. I am sure you did it out of your own free will.

~IN THE END, YOU ARE THE FOOL~

A'TEAM Installation

Woohoo......haah I have been installed!!! The whole event was so fun and exciting! From the start, I was so freaking nervous and all those things but the moment I got my badge and name cards, my heart was jumping with JOY!!! I was so freakin Happy!....OMG_I am so happy..............haha! Though everything can' t go as to how you want it to, the whole event was overall-AWESOME!

Congrats to all who have been Installed!! Special congrats to Fai n Fara-the new VPs! Woohoo......

A New Chapter is starting....

Us trio...[Tiger, Me and Monkey (Babi, Babi, Catch, Catch-haha)]

All of Us

Finally Our OFFICIAL 1st Group Photo!

Movies Galore

Instead of studying and preparing for the upcoming examinations, I spent the whole of my Sunday doing my dad's work as well as watching movies-watched a total of 3 movies!!! HAHA


Firstly: AAJA NACHLE
Oh Man....this movie is simply awesome! Pre Warning: Not for those who are not interested in Arts, Dance and Singing etc. cos this whole movie is about all that! It is about bring together a group of boring people to make them act in a play which requires them to sing and dance....haha it's so cool to see a whole group of doinks being transformed! Madhuri Dixit is just like how she always was....It's so cool to see her back on screen! The movie is totally great but there are some funny parts as in they don't show what happens to Dia's parents, the villains give in too easily and the part is stupid that Steve promises Dia with Love and all that only to bring her to a foreign country and abandon her-WTH! Apart from that, the way the guy and gal fall in love in so sweet esp. the girl transforming from a tomboy to a lady!- Haha....and the songs are totally cool!!!
Then, I watched this movie-10 stories in 1 movie! If that is not stupid by itself, the whole movie is nonsense!!!! Seriously! Frankly speaking, apart from 2 stories-Gubbare and Rice PLate, the rest are seriously NONSENSE! 6/10 of the stories are of having an affair or about the wife having an extra marital affair-Ok, what's with Bollywood nowadays? Seriously, 3/4 of the films being made are nonsensical and without any stories.....even the songs are becoming crazy e.g-Welcome: there is a song Kola Vellari-Mr. Himesh Reshammiya, what the hell does that mean? Even the Indian translator didn't know what it meant-he didn't translate the word......

Arts Central put this movie.......I tot it was more or less about India's fight to freedom or the after effect of Independence....instead, it was about the love story of the three jokers in the poster! Seriously, and this is the movie which Arts Central was saying is a 'Must Watch'!! Wat Kabbara [Rubbish]-Seriously, the story is so stupid that I rather not talk about it at all!


Anyway, seriously speaking-Bollywood is going down the drain....I think the last nice movie they made would be-K3G [Kabhie Khushi Kabhie Gham].....I mean seriously, what is the storyline for nowadays the movies? They would have all the nonsense things inside-Sex, Extra Marital Affairs and all that Nonsense-what does that teach the young who watch the nowadays Movies-that girls easily sleep with a guy they like without getting married? Not to mention about the clothes.....there used to something called-Sarees.....but its been cut and stitched to Bikinis-is this what our culture is changing to?

Seriously yaar-for evidence, just check out the Dewangi Dewangi song of Om Shanti Om-the only ones wearing nice Saree would be Kajol and Juhi Chawla.....Even though Rani and Karisma are wearing also, their blouse is atrocious-seriously: Saree with Bikini blouse........

Oh Man! What can I say? The world is truly evolving in a way which we might like or not but what to do? This is how the world is becoming-ACCEPT IT?!

Chinese Orchestra

Woohoo...today got the A'team jacket and did Chinese Orchestra Duty! It was rather fun....lots of nonsense stuff and everything....as long as u have Rachel ard-there would be lots and lots and lots of nonsense thing and add on Nisa to that-haha:TOTAL MAYHEM!! Quite fun and secrets among the four of us-Nisa, Rac, Parvin and Me: 'Pungent' smell and RA show-woohoo......hahaha


Perfect Star

Shoes Galore....

In the Toilet......before something happened......

Rachel, Parvin and Me......Somewhere in a cold country...

The three of us.....Me wif Natural Gangsters....

End and Beginning

Ahhh......finally! Today, I have officially finished all my ICA's.....today, had ICCM ICA-which was relatively great and cool...it was great fun acting and shouting! Haha....first time! After that, was the DAMN KILLER BIZ FINANCE-I wanna kill the lecturers....he said to study 5,6 and 7! In the END, only 5 & 7 came out! And question 7-was such a killer.....
Well, at least everything is over! I have survived the tight schedule and killer ICAs and projects.....Well, to look back and think about it.....we can't really blame the teachers-they teach us and then test us on whatever has been taught....so easy or difficulty depends on how much we study and how much we know.....This shows that you should always STUDY HARD!
Thanks a lot to all my group members and friends for helping me!

SNARP-Great fun working with you guys for almost all the projects and presenting them esp, MM-it was so awesome cracking our brains and letting our ideas run wild as we came up with our concept-JOB WELL DONE[though we got fired badly for a part overlooked-haha]

FARP-Haha....the team for Biz Law-haha wad can I say??? We came up with a case and kept modifying it that in the end, we were still modifying it on thursday morning and doing the question and answers on wednesday night.....haha, well, at least we did it! and the presentation was simply awesome.....great acting by fai and alex though they were nervewrecks during practice....and reka-Ms Sasi Tyra Banks....haha.....it was simply damn fun

JASP-Great time doing the ICT[which totally sucks.....hate it still!]....it was so smooth flowing and everything doing the project, choosing the company, distributing the work and finally, getting the project together....seriously it was very smooth flowing

And finally,
PROMS-Haha...ICCM-always, we would do it at the last minute......and yet, this time-Our job was awesome and well done!!! Haha the acting part was the best-with the two of them doing what they were born to do-being bitches....haha seriously, their acting was so cool that you would have felt like SLAPPING them....haha-PMS LoL......Great Job for this......wad else can I say?

Well, though the ICAs are over, the real headache is gonna start-EXAMS in over a week!!!! Gonna start hitting the books-no more going out with friends, wasting time here and there......After CO tom, it's gonna be focus and STUDY HARD.......only after that can I party...haha but before getting to the light at the end of the tunnel, one has to go through the darkness!

FORMULA FOR SUCCESS:

Take Responsibility + Plan + Realistic Expectations

HAPPY STUDYING TO ONE AND ALL! FOCUS AND STUDY HARD...DON STRESS AND FRET TOO MUCH! TAKE LIFE AT A COMFORTABLE PACE NO MATTER HOW TIGHT IT GETS.....YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE-SO MAKE THE MOST OF IT! STUDY HARD AND HAVE FUN!!! =)

MOOD OUT

I am so freaking MOOD OUT! I guess I am simply too stressed up! Tom having Cross Cultural Management ICA and there is the constant fear if we are on the right track [Guess, becos of Biz Finance, have developed a kind of phobia for projects and all] then, there is the Biz Finance ICA. Stayed back after school to study! Ended up chit chatting-One conclusion: As long as DINO is ard, U CAN NEVER STUDY unless u zip her mouth!-haha.....kidding but seriously, when she wasn't ard, the three of us were REALLY studying [taking notes, doing questions]. The moment she came, we were talking about topics unrelated to studies-haha......well, she is that type of person. Anyway, that's another worry but at least after tom can relax! haha-Friday can look forward to getting jacket-So exciting!

Anyway, tok to bro today! Getting more and more irritated with him after every chat.....I tot we were getting closer instead, the opp is happening, it is so hurting whenever he toks to me in such a tone and yet, with my cuz, it's a total different story-it's just so hurting[well, like wad Nisa said, i think that me and he won' be able to get along] but seeing how other bro and sis are, it's just very sad. Haiz....well, what to do? He simply has no respect for me-ARRGHH, What can I do? Should I be bothered or just hack care??? Haiz, WADEVA!

Beautiful Song-Tu Meri Jaan Hai

Came across this song and have fallen in love with it!!! Kailash Kher's voice is simply awesome and the whole song is so ROMANTIC and SOOTHING......the couple in the video are also very cute esp Apurva [Jassi adn Armaan from Jassi Jaisi Koi Nahin-Hindi version of Ugly Betty]......anyway, the scenery in the videos are also very nice, the different praying places as well as the different and unique styles of praying but the best thing-THE LYRICS [though I don't understnad 3/4 of the songs, I still keep falling in Love with it over and over again whenever I listen to it!]........it is simply hearthfelt and meaningful.....very suitable for couples.....Anyway, hope u guys like it as well........

The Way I Am

Tried to do EFMA tutorial but did not understand it a bit at all.......Stupid E-Learning Day-bloddy hell!! Had a weird kind of feeling when I am not able to do these things......haiz, gonna try again later.....anyway, I wanna be independent-better that I try and do myself than just copy anyway, even if I don't know how to do, I would just try doing something whether right or wrong than copy from someone.....seriously, pata nahin wads up with the others.....copy kerna hai wohbhi bus sahi answers-I mean kadhe ho kya? sub bus copy kar loge to kya padh rahe ho tum? Anyway, thats their life and problem.....lakin, one thing is for sure, main ab bas apne upar concentrate karoongi.....wads the point ki mein dusro ko help karoon jab ki ent mein, mujhe kuch nahin milega-to phaida kya? They say-dushro ko help karo and u would be rewarded-I have lost faith in this sentence.......zindagi bhar dushro ko help kiya aur zindagi bhar,unhe kuch mila lakin mein bas dekhti rah gayi.......aur abhi bhi wohi ho raha hai.......haiz, this is when I realise how stupid, dumb and naive I am....lakin is bar, bahoot hi ho gaya.....maine un dono ki madad ki, so woh sab kiye, maine bhi kiya-but why so unfair? Seriously, sometimes, such ti hoon ki mere life main mere liya kai lika hai......haiz......only time would tell.....anyway, though i am dard bhari, unko bahoot bahoot mubharak......ent mein, like what my mom says-main taat chiyarte aur haath khali rah gayi......wadever........Gonna change now.....kuch bhi karrongi, apne liye-no more dushro ki madad karna especially with exams coming[except for dearies of mine], mujhe bahut accha se karna hai aur apne khawab ko pana hai......AND I AM GONNA DO IT!-Well, no matter what one wants or does, whatever happens is all part of fate-Life is all predestined!

YOG Open Forum

Today, had the YOG open forum at the National Library from 9.30 to close to 6.....it was quite fun at the beginning but once I became tired, was totally mood out and also because of other feelings[nvr mind them-seriously don't know what the hell is with me-but this is life and I have to accept it]. Wanted to go home along with Nisa but decided to go for Dinner with the rest [Fara,Fai,Marjuk and Rac], so I would like to say SORRY to the guys if I was really very moody and sucky but was moodout and having headache......anyway, the forum was kinda ok and kinda lame but managed to survive through it.

Some Pics:-Our Feets......

The three of us with flying hands at the back-courtesy of the Doink, Nisa

All of us excluding the photographer, Rachel

Me and Rachel-Luv this pic [Pic Destroyed by some doink doing 'WTH-What the Hell' action-Courtesy of Marjuki]

On the way back, there were talks on death and funeral and this made me realise, that it isn't ridiculous to think about all this stuff now because life is unpredictable and there is no telling what might happen and when it might happen.

Then, I also came across a beautiful article........It really makes you think that no matter who and whatever comes into your life, the ones who were there for you from the time of your birth and would be with you till the time of you death are not colleagues, relatives, teachers or even friends-They are our FAMILY.They are the ones who always help us in every types of trouble. They are the ones who are genuine and filled with love and care and yet, we take them for granted-talking to our parents only when we need $$, talking to our siblings only hen we need favours...and yet, we can chit chat and hang out the whole day long with our friends-IRONY isn't it-that the ones whom we should treasure, we cast them aside and we treasure those who come and would one day just leave your life as gems..........

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for can easily replace us in a matter of days.
Even friends would get over you and move on with their lives-how long do you think they would keep remembering and mourning for you?
But the family we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
So, if we were to think about it, pouring overselves more into work than into our own family is an unwise investment, the same as spending more time with friends than dear and loved ones-Don't you think?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

Movie-Kaisay Kahein

Watched this movie today-quite nice.....interesting love story[haha kash this kind of thing happened in real life yaar]........however, the stupid problem in the movie is that girl has a very bad temper and attitude and the poor guy[OMG-haha he is so aacha looking yaar] is always at the receiving end. He is the one is always saying sorry and even in the end, he is the poor one who is left with nothing! So stupid-the girl with so many problems and all can get over him and have another one whereas he is so nice and though being successful, doesn't get anything! Haiz......but the moral of the movie is that even though wealth can buy you luxuries, you would never be happy until you have love in your life..................haha.....seriously speaking, mujhe chahiye ki mere saath aasa hi kuch ho but not the ending......it's such so sweet and real life.......haiz-wi

Battery-DEAD

My battery is officially dead.....I can't think anymore, I don't know what I am doing and I am gonna be sick-Why? Cos Presentations are coming!!! I don't know what is with me but whenever I have presentations, I would be having sore throat, cough or flu and during exam times, I would develop some strange kind of illness-rashes on palms etc..Seriously don't know what is the deal with me!

Finally, at least one report has been completed! yesterday, stayed up the whole night to complete the sickening MM report! Started doing it then went to take a short nap at 1, that's when everyone started smsing me, gave up on the rest and came back to continue work......continued all the way till 6.30! Haiz and now am still doing work-I want my SLEEP! I never learn! I would always say that I wont procrastinate and yet look at what I am doing-Blogging [some doink got prob tat I never update]. Haiz, but the thing is that I totally have no mood to do the reports at all and I don't know what the shit I have to do for ICT!!! Sickening fella-Hate him!!!!

Haiz, gonna continue now.....Life goes on no matter how hard it gets.....

Friends

Friendship is an awesome thing. Sometimes, we do things without a particular reason. We stay away without speaking and yet remain close to one and another.....

Everyone has families but friends are the ones with whom we spent equal or more time than with family..........

I have made friends and then, lost contact with them because previously, I was a person who just kept things as how they were. Only after meeting friends like Reka, my thinking has changed.

She was and is my first friend in Poly. I cannot recall how I befriended her but her company has always been a very awesome thing to me-a feeling I can't describe. Because of this, I freaked out during TEP and behaved like a *****. Though, now to think back about it, I know I acted like a complete idiot and spoiled person but I know I did it because I became totally freaked out about losing her company....Wad to do-She is just too precious a GEM to lose.........from our frenship-I have found a Sis, one which I never had and one like whom I would never have. I know no matter what happens, whether we meet or talk or not, you would be there and you can count on me to be there for you...........Am sorry for the way things have been currently.......no matter what happens-u r the bestie I could ever have :)

Me with My Rabbit-the best Dearie one can ever find

Happy Birthday Sonu

Wishing Sonu a very happy 15th Birthday......[I only have this pic of her from which we can see her back [i white with hair tied in ponytail]
Wish you all the best and may you be blessed with lots of success, laughter, peace and Presents!! Luv ya :)

-Looking through the pics for Sonu's photo, saw all the photos taken at the airport by my cuz. Kinda sad that I didn't go to send my bro off :(......Oh well, what is done is done and over now. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with him......He is just blindly and dumbly following people around and hurting my mom so much. Seriously, WTH are u doing Anshu? Now, I realise he is so naive and dumb that even my aunt is saying that he isn't trustworthy-What's the deal, bro?
Hats off to all my paternal cousins.....I have no idea what is the deal with you guys but I guess that now, I am learning about how life is. I guess I have been blindfolded by a veil that I was unable to see how ******* and "matlabi" you guys are.....It just hurts so much to realise it now-the pain is so much that it has just turned into hatred........I guess Life is like this, haiz, what to do? Well, at least I know now, better late now than ever [totally understand you now-Dino] and as for the best ***** award would have to go to my cuz sis. I can't believe that all these while, I have been so naive to think that I would have a elder sis to look up to, a sis who I can talk to and all instead I got a *****..........Whatever!!!!! Aaarrrggghhhh- who the hell do I trust? How do I know whether the person is talking to me with a clean heart? What the hell-Why am I like this? Why do I take the world so naively? Why do I trust people so easily???? WHY WHY WHY?

Haiz!

OMG-these weeks are just flying by......School 'opened' this week and it's already Sunday now! OMG-so many projects to rush through and EXAMS are coming!!!! Haiz......seriously, hate this rushing life.....time is just whizzing by....what to do, what to do?????

Life's Lesson

Being confused and in a crazy state of mind- A fren tells me this:-
'If life is full of blossoms, we'll forget GOD.
So GOD tests us once in a while; to test our faith in him and to remember him.
So that's why you should never give up in life.'

Thanks so much dearie...........

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008

May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good a faithful friend be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!

Wishing one and all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008.

Goodbye 2007!

2007 came and is now going to be gone......I must say that this year has been a wonderful year for me. I have grown more mature and have become more outspoken, made wonderful friends as well as learned a lot of lessons from life.

Lessons learned:
One thing I have learned and am sure would always remember is to-Never have expectations from anyone........
Life is hard and the hard truth about life is that everyone fends for themselves. No matter how nice and caring someone may be to us, in the end, the objective is to position themselves in a good and safe spot.
No matter what happens, one cannot count on someone to be there for them. We cannot even say when our dear one may just turn around and stab us from the back, push us aside for their progress.....Well, this is LIFE!

This year, I have learned that I have to stand up for myself, voice out my opinions, always be independent and never trust anyone too much..........learned form my darling-Reka

Anyway, I have also met wonderful friends this year namely, my Zoo animals:
-Dino:Nisa
-Frog:Shamsul
-Camel:Parvin
-Elephant:Veenotth
-Unknown:Nasarath
-Unknown:Marjuk
-Monkey:Shachin

I have also better enhanced my relationship with my classmate friends:
-Kangaroo:Fai
-Tiger:Rachel
-Monkey:Azlina
-Nan Shi

Also, I got to meet my long lost dearie-Vandana...........

I used to think that one should have a friend to fall back on and who would always be there but my opinions have long changed and now-friends are just for the moment to have crazy times with, to hang out, cam whore and enjoy life to the max.
I also have had crazy thoughts this year-really crazy and wild......the worst being-What would happen if I were to be gone one day?

Anyway, whatever has been done is over and maybe forgotten-So, I would like to take this chance to APOLOGIZE for any wrong I have ever done. Please forgive me if I have ever annoyed or irritated you to the max. Forgive me if my behaviour has made you mad with me. Forgive me for any harsh word or comments I have said to hurt your feelings. Forgive me for whatever wrong I have done to you. I apologize to you with my whole heart-I am truly and very SORRY! I hope we can start the new year with a new beginning. Though the year is ending and a new one is going to begin, I am still sad to see the year ending and being gone.......

Here's a sad and heartfelt GOODBYE to the year 2007 where new friends have been found, new experiences experienced and new lessons learned.

-----GOODBYE 2007-----