I don't know if it is because of the reason that I have been reading too many stories or if its been too long since I last wrote but currently, I feel like writing the stories I used to all over again...
Sadly for me, as much as I love writing the stories, which I used to previously, when I read them now, I would always be thinking =" What was wrong with me, what was I thinking to be writing like this....." => Because seriously, all of them are one hack of the sad sad romantic kinda plots... Even now the One I am thinking, the starting itself is filled with tears....
But the cool thing about the stories I am reading now is that they are FANFICS, which is stories written by Fans with their Stars being their characters. The cool thing about this is that the need for us to imagine the characters is discarded and that in its way is cool.....
I remember reading the very first Harry Potter book, and I was never able to fully imagine the characters and their looks. It was such a grateful thing that the Movie was made cos then, it made the job of reading the other stories so much more fun and cool....
But more than anything, nothing beats reading Stories because they totally let you go full and out with your imagination =D
Maybe, I would get down to writing it soon because though it is a saddening starting, it is meaningful because there is the whole aspect of Friendship there which totally means alot =D
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
CitizenShip = DONE
Vand and I have FINALLY, FINALLY accomplished our whole 'CITIZENSHIP' thing after a whole period of almost 4months.... Not that we have been continuously running for 4months but it still took us this much period before we got the whole thing done.
I still remember the disappointment we faced on the first day we met to do it....
1st Trip = We went to the ICA and took the queue number and all and later, we are told that we need the renunciation letter. We tot of heading to HCI but that closes so much earlier than ICA [it closes @ 1130hrs-GOODNESS]. Hence, we went to Bendemeer where we slacked and whacked.....
2nd Trip = We went to HCI with the hopes that we brought enough things with us.... At that place, after ages of waiting without queue number, we are told that We need to fill up 3 forms, have 3 photos and we would need SGD $185 only, Cash only, no NETS. Since we aren't so rich to be caring so much, we had to leave and that was another disappointing day......
3rd Trip = We went to HCI with the Cash and everything, so for me, the submission was done. However, VAND baby forgot to bring her ICA letter.... However, mine was submitted. So after that, went to repair my phone, we slacked, whacked and later, we got involved in this donation scheme by this guy called Jeremy. I still rmb, we were happily exiting and he wanted us to write notes for the EARTH and later, made us seat and talked until we felt that we should really get into the Donation Scheme. Happily, we are accepted and we are still involved =D
4th Trip = Vand had to go down one day and submit her form. On this day, we both met up ahead to whack on our cravings. We meet up @ Novena, happily whacked, Vand became Santa Claus for her Friend and Sis and I was for myself =P
The Glorious Food which we whacked at SEOUL YUMMY, @ Novena.
After that, we both went to collect our forms from HCI, and then we cabbed down to ICA, being happy that everything would be done and all.... When we reach there, They were already close for the day, though it wasn't even 1645hrs..... Though disappointed, we went to indulge in more Gifts shopping [VAND Still being Santa Clause for her Friends and her Sis and me being for myself].
My Purchases for the Day
This flavour was just AWESOME [Cheesecake Flavour]
Though disappointed with not being able to accomplish the whole thing, we were happy nonetheless at having pigged ourselves the whole day=
5th Trip = We went again on MONDAY, and thankfully, we got EVERYTHING DONE! Oh the feeling of Happiness of coming out of that Office and knowing that am now a full-fledged Singapore Citizen, was just totally mindblowing!
In between, we even managed to meet up with Mita after a Long time. Of all places, we met at the Airport cos that was the most convenient for us at that time.....
This deco was totally awesome... If am not wrong, it depicted 600-700 flights which pass through Singapore Changi Airport DAILY.
Gifts from VAND baby, who so nicely managed to get 2 HEART Shaped pebbles for us =D
WOW, with that, the whole Issue is done and accomplished. =D
I still remember the disappointment we faced on the first day we met to do it....
MEMORY LANE:
1st Trip = We went to the ICA and took the queue number and all and later, we are told that we need the renunciation letter. We tot of heading to HCI but that closes so much earlier than ICA [it closes @ 1130hrs-GOODNESS]. Hence, we went to Bendemeer where we slacked and whacked.....
2nd Trip = We went to HCI with the hopes that we brought enough things with us.... At that place, after ages of waiting without queue number, we are told that We need to fill up 3 forms, have 3 photos and we would need SGD $185 only, Cash only, no NETS. Since we aren't so rich to be caring so much, we had to leave and that was another disappointing day......
3rd Trip = We went to HCI with the Cash and everything, so for me, the submission was done. However, VAND baby forgot to bring her ICA letter.... However, mine was submitted. So after that, went to repair my phone, we slacked, whacked and later, we got involved in this donation scheme by this guy called Jeremy. I still rmb, we were happily exiting and he wanted us to write notes for the EARTH and later, made us seat and talked until we felt that we should really get into the Donation Scheme. Happily, we are accepted and we are still involved =D
4th Trip = Vand had to go down one day and submit her form. On this day, we both met up ahead to whack on our cravings. We meet up @ Novena, happily whacked, Vand became Santa Claus for her Friend and Sis and I was for myself =P
The Glorious Food which we whacked at SEOUL YUMMY, @ Novena.After that, we both went to collect our forms from HCI, and then we cabbed down to ICA, being happy that everything would be done and all.... When we reach there, They were already close for the day, though it wasn't even 1645hrs..... Though disappointed, we went to indulge in more Gifts shopping [VAND Still being Santa Clause for her Friends and her Sis and me being for myself].
My Purchases for the DayAfter shopping, feeling tired, we went to whack on a gorgeous delicacy = ICE CREAM. It was heavenly and sinful at the same time, but it was totally indulging.....
This flavour was just AWESOME [Cheesecake Flavour]
Though disappointed with not being able to accomplish the whole thing, we were happy nonetheless at having pigged ourselves the whole day=
5th Trip = We went again on MONDAY, and thankfully, we got EVERYTHING DONE! Oh the feeling of Happiness of coming out of that Office and knowing that am now a full-fledged Singapore Citizen, was just totally mindblowing!
In between, we even managed to meet up with Mita after a Long time. Of all places, we met at the Airport cos that was the most convenient for us at that time.....
This deco was totally awesome... If am not wrong, it depicted 600-700 flights which pass through Singapore Changi Airport DAILY.
Gifts from VAND baby, who so nicely managed to get 2 HEART Shaped pebbles for us =D
WOW, with that, the whole Issue is done and accomplished. =DMonday, March 21, 2011
Friends
There is this current moment which is just leading me to wonder what I should be doing and its just leaving me feeling helpless. Though the two of us are talking it out and deciding to talk it out, it still remains a fear to do so.... Maybe because of the distant feeling which we are feeling off her......
Nonetheless, though it is still an issue to tackle, it remains scary to do so... After all that I know and see, I understand that matters of the heart are difficult but in her case, she had a chance to move out due to family but still choosing to remain in it, though she is confused, I feel that I cant support her for this and this decision is just screwing up with my feelings=Should I be supporting and encouraging her or should I just oppose and go against her decision, which I am scared of it leading to the distance between us increasing.......
I guess the only thing to do is wait and let time do its job?
Waiting just makes the whole thing a whole lot worse...............
[CR: http://orkutluv.com/images/Friends%20%28346%29.jpg ]
Nonetheless, though it is still an issue to tackle, it remains scary to do so... After all that I know and see, I understand that matters of the heart are difficult but in her case, she had a chance to move out due to family but still choosing to remain in it, though she is confused, I feel that I cant support her for this and this decision is just screwing up with my feelings=Should I be supporting and encouraging her or should I just oppose and go against her decision, which I am scared of it leading to the distance between us increasing.......
I guess the only thing to do is wait and let time do its job?
Waiting just makes the whole thing a whole lot worse...............
[CR: http://orkutluv.com/images/Friends%20%28346%29.jpg ]
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Vand + Moi= IMAGINATION Galore
It was such a fun time chatting with Vand after such a long time. It felt so cool that we were just slacking around and chatting.... The whole thing started with the Wild CRAVINGs that we always have whenever we chat online.... It proceeded onto the topic of "If only I had a Car" and how cool me having a car would rock....how it would be so fun that we could just drive over and meet up for meals/desserts and such and more... Whenever we talk about Food, our cravings would wildly vary from something to something else, it started with desserts, went on to Yummy yummy delicious hot steaming Korean food and finally, it ended up with us looking for dessert place to go for our next meeting =D
The more interesting topic came about when we started talking about the Bean Bags.... Seriously speaking, the 3 of us are one of a kind. It was really funny the way we imagined ourselves slacking away in the bean bags and how either of us weren't be willing to get up to do anything=that is something that I am sure if put into the real life, would definitely happen.....
However, since it was only the two of us, we decided to look for our Michin Yeoja, who is always going MIA. Though her scope of work is understandable, but still, her gg MIA is kinda painful and till now, no reply..........
The more interesting topic came about when we started talking about the Bean Bags.... Seriously speaking, the 3 of us are one of a kind. It was really funny the way we imagined ourselves slacking away in the bean bags and how either of us weren't be willing to get up to do anything=that is something that I am sure if put into the real life, would definitely happen.....
However, since it was only the two of us, we decided to look for our Michin Yeoja, who is always going MIA. Though her scope of work is understandable, but still, her gg MIA is kinda painful and till now, no reply..........
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Humans
Coming across the below picture made me realize that an Iceberg is something to which we can relate many theories to. Its used to teach about attitude and more. However, the below picture is totally an ideal about a Person as a Whole.
To me, the below picture is broken as per follows:Everyone has ego in themselves which is hidden within them, not shown to others, based on that, they have created an identity for themselves. However, what is utmost noted by others is their "superego"-in a manner, their outlook. We always judge a person by their first impression, from their looks and that is that creates everyone as a whole.
Everytime I hear someone say,"how can you not know that She/He is like that?", it makes me wonder if there is ever a way to know someone as a whole.
Do I myself even know myself Fully??
Thinking back, I realize that throughout my life, there are moments which have exposed me to myself, parts of me which I did not know I have. Thinking back to Secondary school, I think that was the moment whereby I was at my lowest. Recalling back all that I did, it was a time whereby I was very weak. There are still scars that remind of those moments. However, all in all, I am happy that I wasn't weak enough to succumb to my thinking. It was also at this point whereby I saw a tad bit into myself of Possessiveness and Jealousy with the whole episode with Amrita.
In Poly, it was a time of Pure Jealousy..... I know that I am a easily jealous and possessive [to a limit] person, but all that I did during the whole period then, scared even me. I guess the whole period scared me so much until I found myself wanting to be alone, being ashamed of myself for even thinking that way but all in all, it was a time I totally recognized myself. I wont say that I am ashamed of myself of that period anymore, because that is me, that is also something that makes me as a person on a whole. Moreover, I did what I did then because I did not know how to express myself = totally hilarious now thinking about it...... Its funny how some instances become hilarious memories later on in LIFE =D
This also brings me to think that I have had some sorta negative experience at least once with all of the Ladies in my life, I guess that is what makes the whole Relationship more memorable.
Image CR=http://library.thinkquest.org/C004361/theoryfreud.html
To me, the below picture is broken as per follows:Everyone has ego in themselves which is hidden within them, not shown to others, based on that, they have created an identity for themselves. However, what is utmost noted by others is their "superego"-in a manner, their outlook. We always judge a person by their first impression, from their looks and that is that creates everyone as a whole.
Everytime I hear someone say,"how can you not know that She/He is like that?", it makes me wonder if there is ever a way to know someone as a whole.
Do I myself even know myself Fully??
Thinking back, I realize that throughout my life, there are moments which have exposed me to myself, parts of me which I did not know I have. Thinking back to Secondary school, I think that was the moment whereby I was at my lowest. Recalling back all that I did, it was a time whereby I was very weak. There are still scars that remind of those moments. However, all in all, I am happy that I wasn't weak enough to succumb to my thinking. It was also at this point whereby I saw a tad bit into myself of Possessiveness and Jealousy with the whole episode with Amrita.
In Poly, it was a time of Pure Jealousy..... I know that I am a easily jealous and possessive [to a limit] person, but all that I did during the whole period then, scared even me. I guess the whole period scared me so much until I found myself wanting to be alone, being ashamed of myself for even thinking that way but all in all, it was a time I totally recognized myself. I wont say that I am ashamed of myself of that period anymore, because that is me, that is also something that makes me as a person on a whole. Moreover, I did what I did then because I did not know how to express myself = totally hilarious now thinking about it...... Its funny how some instances become hilarious memories later on in LIFE =D
This also brings me to think that I have had some sorta negative experience at least once with all of the Ladies in my life, I guess that is what makes the whole Relationship more memorable.
Image CR=http://library.thinkquest.org/C004361/theoryfreud.html
Monday, March 14, 2011
Unpredictable
With the Japan Quake+Tsunami, it just reinforces the unpredictability of LIFE. Its totally scary and devastating, however, the glimmer of light in this dark situation is that it brings people together, as everyone comes together to pray for those affected as well as Countries send down their rescue teams to assist the affected nation.As for the rest of us, what we can do is to PRAY.
No matter to Whom,
Pray for those in need of a glimmering light in times of darkness.
Pray for those stranded to be able to find the path back home.
Pray for those facing uncertainty to be blessed with assurance.
Pray for them to find strength in this time of need.
You fall down, Only to be given the CHANCE to Get Up Again, Move Forward and Do Better to Prove Your Worth to Yourself along with Others.
Friday, March 11, 2011
BEAN BAGs-Reminder to Me
This is something I have always wanted as far as I could remember....
The desire grows stronger when I come across images with bean bags and I would really want to go online to search for where to buy from. However, later I would just cleanly forget about it.
Today, early in the morning I came across the image and saw where to buy from but in the end, the pricing just killed me.
I guess its gonna be a long time of saving before I can get one. But when I do, its so gonna be worth it =D
I realised that I love to save to buy something.
1st thing, it takes me a long time to save, so the item becomes meaningful.
2ndly, in the duration of saving, I can see for myself if I really want that item or not. Usually, I would want it but if I spent that money elsewhere, the item and me aren't meant to be :P
3rdly, I would have a wonderful memory associated with the item, which would basically include me thinking non-stop abt the item, saving to the max and in the end, going and withdrawing the money and buying it with a huge, stupid, non-stop grin on my face =D
The above totally applied for two of my babies = SONY MP3 & CANON CAMERA ;D
Though for the 1st one, I was in a mad rage to get it [I still cant believe my behaviour over getting that item-Seriously, I was MICHIN.... totally. I guess I have an addiction to my mp3 baby. I totally can't live without it! Thankfully to MYNAH-Now I have a backup incase, it dies when in transit =D
My mood over the days when my previous MP3 had given up on me was so bad that I was angry 24/7 and in the end, the anger was showered upon my bro and my cuz bro, who so sweetly went over and bought me the mp3, which I got without having to save but it still left a burn in the wallet ;l ].
However, more than anything, I am happy that I listened to my mom and patiently saved for the second baby. It gave me time to think if I really wanted it or not.... and in the end, I did want it and I got it..... Though the story involving the Camera and my dad is still funny, and it involves Mynah even till today :P
I guess this is one aspect of myself that I have grown to love :D
I realise that over time, I have stopped becoming someone who buys things on impulse ;) Instead, I am giving myself sometime to think over whether am I really into the thing or is it a just one-shot impulse thing.
Previously, I wanted to learn knitting and was really into it. However, the impulse died. I guess having someone with the same interest as you some-sort of inspires you to move ahead. More than anything, knitting is still something that I wanna learn and really hope to be able to do so one day :D
So all in all, Knitting as well as learning Korean and Sign Language are the 3 things I wanted and still want to do later in LIFE :)
So for the time that I am gonna be saving like an idiot, I am gonna share the links which would also serve as a form of reminder for me :l
Moreover, there are 2 links because I am unable to decide between the types @_@
Shop 1
Shop 2
This is another sweet link I came across. Though no one is in need of such items, no harm being prepared for the future =P
BABY SHOP
The desire grows stronger when I come across images with bean bags and I would really want to go online to search for where to buy from. However, later I would just cleanly forget about it.
Today, early in the morning I came across the image and saw where to buy from but in the end, the pricing just killed me.
I guess its gonna be a long time of saving before I can get one. But when I do, its so gonna be worth it =D
I realised that I love to save to buy something.
1st thing, it takes me a long time to save, so the item becomes meaningful.
2ndly, in the duration of saving, I can see for myself if I really want that item or not. Usually, I would want it but if I spent that money elsewhere, the item and me aren't meant to be :P
3rdly, I would have a wonderful memory associated with the item, which would basically include me thinking non-stop abt the item, saving to the max and in the end, going and withdrawing the money and buying it with a huge, stupid, non-stop grin on my face =D
The above totally applied for two of my babies = SONY MP3 & CANON CAMERA ;D
Though for the 1st one, I was in a mad rage to get it [I still cant believe my behaviour over getting that item-Seriously, I was MICHIN.... totally. I guess I have an addiction to my mp3 baby. I totally can't live without it! Thankfully to MYNAH-Now I have a backup incase, it dies when in transit =D
My mood over the days when my previous MP3 had given up on me was so bad that I was angry 24/7 and in the end, the anger was showered upon my bro and my cuz bro, who so sweetly went over and bought me the mp3, which I got without having to save but it still left a burn in the wallet ;l ].
However, more than anything, I am happy that I listened to my mom and patiently saved for the second baby. It gave me time to think if I really wanted it or not.... and in the end, I did want it and I got it..... Though the story involving the Camera and my dad is still funny, and it involves Mynah even till today :P
I guess this is one aspect of myself that I have grown to love :D
I realise that over time, I have stopped becoming someone who buys things on impulse ;) Instead, I am giving myself sometime to think over whether am I really into the thing or is it a just one-shot impulse thing.
Previously, I wanted to learn knitting and was really into it. However, the impulse died. I guess having someone with the same interest as you some-sort of inspires you to move ahead. More than anything, knitting is still something that I wanna learn and really hope to be able to do so one day :D
So all in all, Knitting as well as learning Korean and Sign Language are the 3 things I wanted and still want to do later in LIFE :)
So for the time that I am gonna be saving like an idiot, I am gonna share the links which would also serve as a form of reminder for me :l
Moreover, there are 2 links because I am unable to decide between the types @_@
Shop 1
Shop 2
This is another sweet link I came across. Though no one is in need of such items, no harm being prepared for the future =P
BABY SHOP
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Thoughts
SURPRISES!As much as they are fun and totally wonderful to receive, they are a heck of tremendously tiring part of planning for the planner..... This is being said with reference to planning for Birthday surprises.
[I had been meaning to blog abt this on V Baby's birthday last year. However, procrastination took over me and just left me and that is why I am now writing this damn Overdue post after almost a few months short of a year.... GOODNESS ME~]
Me and Mita had behaved totally crazily and planned crazily for that Loving day only to be to told by Vand that she expected, which in a way can't be blamed. However, the hilarious thing was that while we were at the Restaurant, DOME@DEMPSEY HILL, there had been 2 blackout and both the times, the 3 of us were only praying one thing="Please, please, please, please. I hope that the employees don't come out with the cake right now.", and thankfully for us, it was a real blackout both the times. Though it would have been dramatic, I think the 3 of us would have died of embarrassment. However, the extent of our preparation was so drastic until Mita had to go there ahead of us, find a place to hide [behind cars=the poor thing] and all in all, I would say it was a success though Vand expected it.......
[I had been meaning to blog abt this on V Baby's birthday last year. However, procrastination took over me and just left me and that is why I am now writing this damn Overdue post after almost a few months short of a year.... GOODNESS ME~]
Me and Mita had behaved totally crazily and planned crazily for that Loving day only to be to told by Vand that she expected, which in a way can't be blamed. However, the hilarious thing was that while we were at the Restaurant, DOME@DEMPSEY HILL, there had been 2 blackout and both the times, the 3 of us were only praying one thing="Please, please, please, please. I hope that the employees don't come out with the cake right now.", and thankfully for us, it was a real blackout both the times. Though it would have been dramatic, I think the 3 of us would have died of embarrassment. However, the extent of our preparation was so drastic until Mita had to go there ahead of us, find a place to hide [behind cars=the poor thing] and all in all, I would say it was a success though Vand expected it.......
Nonetheless, even if I were to complain nonstop about how it is taxing, tiring and irritating.... I am sure everyone would agree about the feeling of the receiver. Being the one who is receiving the surprise, especially @ a very non-expected time definitely brings about a glow in our heart and face and bring a HUGE smile on our faces. In the end, whether a successful or unsuccessful surprise, they definitely remain as MEMORIES that are always there in us.
Examples:
The 18th B'Day I celebrated in Poly where a bunch of friends pretended to be busy but surprised me in the end at the Meeting place.For my 19th B'Day, My 2 babies collaborating with my brother to make me go out of the house as they came over to my house. Till day, Vand would still say that I spoiled the surprise by opening the door~However, they were in my room, of course I would open na: But it was one hack of a surprise:D
Shitz, for my 20th, The only thing I remember is that My dear Ones were away... Nisa @ Turkey, Mita @ India.... OK Talking abt India, I recalled it= The FOUR SEASONS from INDIA. Goodness, that was a total embarassment! Haha... Gosh21st was sweet with a tinge of sourness which still lingers..... Celebrated a small one @ Home with Sonu coming over ;D However, the celebration my Mom wanted to hold, got pushed and pushed until it was totally eliminated, I find it funny that she still mentions it. My 2 Babies made it a totally memorable 21st~with Us Celebrating @ the streets which Have to say was totally remarkable....
SUPRISES totally are one part of life which are totally fantastically mind-blowing =D
However, more than anything, The below ladies are one who fill colours in my LIFE:
Thank You Babes for all that you have done for me. I know I am the type of person who is shy and unable to express out my thankfulness but more than anything, I love you and am thankful for having you in my Life. The completion of my Life is because of all of you below =D
~Saranghae AGI (s)~
I Love it how I began writing about surprises and ended up writing about my dear girls who have come into my life as a form of surprise showered upon me by GOD, to whom I am thankful for, for their entrance in my LIFE =D
More than anything, I am thankful to these ladies for coming into my Life and Staying despite all the Mood swings and shitz I have done and all.
~THANK YOU~
I Love it how I began writing about surprises and ended up writing about my dear girls who have come into my life as a form of surprise showered upon me by GOD, to whom I am thankful for, for their entrance in my LIFE =D
More than anything, I am thankful to these ladies for coming into my Life and Staying despite all the Mood swings and shitz I have done and all.
~THANK YOU~
CONFUSED
No matter how often I post about this, I cant get rid of this Confusion. All in all, I am so damn totally confused more than I was before, If I were standing @ a crossroad earlier, now I have so damn totally lost sight of even the crossroads...... Can it get worse than this?!?I think am gonna try to word out my thoughts....
At times,it feels as if everything is just going so totally against U,@ these moments, the only way to pull through is to close your heart n Pray :D
It hurts the most when the 1s closest to you just move on and U get left behind with nothing but the images of their back, which also diminishes from sight gradually....
The pain is one that stays and in the end, scars U.
However, what we don't realize at this point is that there are hands at our backs which are pushing us to hold us up.
This is what we are unappreciative of= We look ahead but aren't grateful for our friends who stay behind us and hold is in support to prevent us from falling and having to feel more pain. These pair of hands push us up instilling in us hopes, motivation and determination to get back up.
To these pairs of hands who have supported and are supporting me, I THANK YOU with all My Heart!
LOVE YOU AGI(s) =D <3
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
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