Bets

The easiest person to have a bet with is Ms. Barakathunisa-haha, can't believe tat I made a bet with her today morning and I won it on the spot as well, though she claims is invalid-it's just her way of sneaking out....Haha..I won, Nisa-AGAIN!!!

If u interested to know the content of the bet, please approach either one of us directly:)

Drained Out.....

I am just feeling so freaking tired...No mood to sleep, come online or even watch TV...I just don't know why I am so freaking tired....I don't even feel like studying for the upcoming freaking ICAs.......and the whole week is packed with them esp Calculus........

Haha, I kinda pity the Calculus teacher for the trauma he goes through teaching us-Mr.[I forgot the name-Eugene I think], my heart goes out to you....haha but what to do? This is the only way we can keep ourselves awake if not we wud be bored to sleep or frozen to death....


OK......so I don't know wat else to write......One thing is for sure, it's crazy laughter session whenever Rachel is around-[Cals is going to be one unforgetable module] and with Nisa around as well, it is vulgarities galore-Haha....but some is going to be sad now with her beloved going away with his family and leaving her alone, don't worry dear, you would have us for the time being-Don't be sad, k doink? ;)

Update

Just felt in the mood to blog....well, not really-haha, was updating blog sog so tot of writing something...anyway, I totally love the blog song cos I feel that it is all about standing by the side of your frens, esp when they are down, no matter wad has happened between you guys......So, on my way home-I saw this little incident and it made me think=wow, is going into these things really so complicated? The way she was crying and talking hystericallly on the phone, kinda made me pity her...well, that's always the issue-U listen to 'A', u side with them and then, u listen to 'B' u side with tehm...U never know who really is telling the truth unless u r first hadn present to witness the scene.......Oh well, that's life................

If things go smoothly, I would be having a great news to announce soon!!!-Stay tuned!


Lyrics:
They tell you a good girl is quiet
That you should never ask why
Cause it only makes it harder to fit in
You should be happy, excited
Even if you're just invited
Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

It's so hard just waiting
In a line that never moves
It's time you started making
Your own rules

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

You only get one life to work it
So who cares if it's not perfect
I say it's close enough to perfect for me
Why should you hide from the thunder
And the lightening that your under
Cause there ain't nobody else you want to be

If how your living isn't working
There's one thing that will help
You gotta finally just stop searching
To find yourself

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
So here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am

The world better make some room
Yea move over, over
Cause your coming through
Cause your coming through

You gotta scream until there's nothing left
With your last breath
Here I am
Here I am
Make em listen
Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
Not anymore
So here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am

Wishes

I recalled what Shachin said about you wanting something and something opposite happens in regards to Nisa wanting a taller guy...haha, See Nisa-He is the one for you...like I said, you both can be the Katrina and Salman couple whereby she is taller than him......haha.....So anyway, Shachin said that the more she wishes for a tall guy, he would not be.....that set me thinking that recently, well for always, I have been wishing for not having a MIL and now that I think about it, there is a possibility that I can be havin......this is the uncertainty about life-You don't know what is ahead...but gotta say, I realised that I am a very moody person....I am rather easily offended by the smallest word...and Yea, I get angry fast...haha-Well, everyone has a bad point, no????

Outing @ ECP/Esplanade

In the morning, went to RP with Poonam for the Standard Chartered marathon briefing. Gotta say-their school is freaking rich-Carpeted floors and cushy chairs in lectures....Seriously marvelous!!! After that, came home and went to meet Nisa and Rac and we made our way to ECP-so, me, Nisa, Rac, Fai, Fara and Shams were supposedly to go ECP to do cycling. Was seeing Shams after like close to a year or maybe around 10 months-as in face to face....it's been so long....So anyway, the rain washed away all our wishes of cycling. Instead, we were treated to wet thanks to the rain. So, from there we went to Esplanade where we sat, played and had lots of fun, with laughter and all......haiz, but gotta say, being tired and all and getting the headache from the rain was really very moody....would be ok next and would want to go home the next......But overall, it was a great day-got a chance to chill out and relax before our headaches start!!!

Watched this video-OMG, I can't wait for the movie to come out-Aamir Khan looks so gorgeous..I still like Surya from this movie!!!!Check It out!!!!!

Birthday suprise

THANKS FOR THE SUPRISE !!!!!!!

Thanks a lot: Azlina, Fai, Fara, Jackson, Jiralda, Nisa, Reka, Rac, Sihah and Winnie-Love the present and love u guys a lot too.......!!!!!

I got my revenge today-haha, my "admirer" is now Nisa's......Haha, revenge is damn sweet my dear.....I just loved the look on her face-haha!!!
Talking about the doink, today she asked me a question and I realised that I had no answer to her question. I guess, not only me but in life, when there is a close bond/attachment to some people-you just do thigns that they want you to do or things that can brighten up their day and such without having strings attached->there is no need for them to ask you to do it or for them to repay you back for the favours done. You just do it because you want to do it........

Tiredness

Just feel so tired. All I feel like doing everyday is come home and sleep....so lazy to even go over her house, which is considered near. I have no idea what is with this tiredness. Am just wondering how the situation will be when the real thing starts, jab sab mind ke khel caloo ho jayeinge. I am just feeling freaking angry and pi**ed at them. For some reason, main woh din or woh situation ko nahin bhool sakti and everytime, yaad karne par GUSSA. Bloody hell *** *....eitna karo or jispe itne gussa thi, uskp pehle le li-It's not the matter of pehle ya akhri but usne mere aur uske baare main soocha hi nahin subse pehle us ladke ke piche-ya he is good and all lakin tum itni admi-ki-bhuki ho kya? Woh ladka, na baat ki na kuch,can say ki aacha hai-WTS!!! D*S*O?????

Haiz, have to get these negative thinking out so that can have a smiling face jab ki unke samne hoon. I hate these things-maan karta hai ki jo bhi gussa hai nikahoo lakin aage ka soch kar under hi rakhna perta hai......AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!

These is the games of the world and we are all players playing this Damn Shit game......








Ok, I totally have realised I hate jogging-U ask me to swim, dance or wadever can but no jogging!!!

Sad Events

For some reason, things are not going that well.......with the things that I learnt on my birthday and the things that I learnt about her.

First and foremost is that, I don't feel a sense of belonging with them. I am an aunt and yet I have never had a close bonding with them. I still remember the excitement I had when my nephew was going to be born. I wanted to save money and buy him toys and all.....then, before I knew it, he is already three and I was going to have a niece. Again, the same excitement came and went away cos before I know it, she is already whacking people and scolding bad words. There totally is no sense of belonging-I am their aunt, by blood relations and yet....I still yearn to bring my nephew and niece out, to spend quality time with them and to forge a relationship with them. Looks like, this might never happen, with all that is happening between her and us, both here and there.

Secondly, I am still in the disbelief and shock that she is so ready to do it!!!! I know that I am in no position to say anything or do anything or understand these situations but like she says, u r educated, u should be warned or face the consequences...But yet, she is still doing such things....along with herself, she is making three families suffer the consequences of what she is doing....Maybe, I am being blinded, once again, by this blessing that may come true and am not looking from her stand of view, but whatever it is, I still feel that what she wants to do is serisouly damn wrong........

I have no stand, I have no say......whatever is to happen, would happen.

19th Birthday

Great...another year has passed and am already 19!! Went to apply for my basic theory test before going for dinner with a dear fren and received an early present. Well, nothing much to write except that I received a very pleasant surprise in the form of two besties-Mita and Van coming over for a surprise and their cake was totally lovely. My bro and cuz gave me an interesting gift and my lil bro was the best...haha....but the whole day wasn't really that lovely especially evening onwards...received some saddening news and that has made me realise the importance of saving and be prepared for the unexpected, so as of today onwards, I am gonna ****. No more going out and spending and moreover, at least this would also help in studying cos it would mean less tv, that is only if I sit and study. Was really very disappointed when that fax came but then was proud of myself for the letter I was able to write for him. All I can do now is to help by saving here and there and just pray that things turn for the better.


As for all, the pictures would do the talking:-

Late lunch at Curry San-it was very nice.....

The pressies I received from her with one set of earrings from Mita and Van....I really love the poster.

My lil Bro's present to me......A beautiful card and two lil highlighters :)

I had been wanting a wall whiteboard for some time-Childhood fantasy and this is what I got form my cuz and bro....am still trying to fit it into an area and trying to haev the heart to erase off the writings and start using it for myself....

The suprise from Mita and Van...loved their cake

Diwali Outings

Ok for the past two days, it has been nothing but going out for dinner, playing card games and laughing till it hurts. On friday, we went to Sonu's house and there was also Sushil and sudhir there and Poonam also had went with us. So this whole group of "kids", we enclosed ourself into sonus's room, crowded around her bed and the games began....it was total mayhem-shouting and screa,ing and with the two famous cheaters around-My bro and. cuz, it became even worse. On Saturday, Poonam and Beena came over. Then, we enclosed ourselves in my room and began another round of craziness. Firstly, we played the four cards adn the cheaters striked again and after that, we played heart attack-OMG, that was total madness, the person who shouted heart attack, was really in for it-with the hand being pulled form side to side and the others, were left with redness or scrathes.....It was great fun!!!

The peace before the storm!!! This is how it all began...calmly

The mayhem-Fighting, screaming, pushing and scratching!!!The Finale-My Bros fighting......

Dino

Finally, she is coming back...the awaited is coming-At last, school would feel like school...It has been too quiet these past few days.................!! Can't wait for MONDAY!

Deepavali Dinner

Ok, weekends are totally flashing by and it s***s. In a flash, it's already monday and back to school. Ok, I went for the CC deepavali dinner celebration and it was great. Sun was spent resting adn all....haiz, and todya is MOnday. It is really very quiet without that doink. AM really hoping that she comes back soon and while that is going on, there is another situation and as much as all that is being said, I really hope that he is just kidding and all....well, we shall see when wed comes but if he goes, it would really be devastating.

The celebration was cool....the Dhol Federation Singapore was extremely AWESOME, just makes you want to learn. Then there was also Hrithik Roshan mimicry which was the guy dancing like him-gotta say, nice dancing for Dhoom 2 song. However, the SRK mimicry promised wasn't delivered. Other than that, it was great!!!

Updates, Once Again

The first week of school is over and I realised I haven't be updating so here are all the updates for the past week and so.....
I donated blood today....was really scared and nervous but it was quite ok. Not really painful and all, guess it might just become something to do regularly-I still have to find my blood group:forgot to ask....

Tried making cake today...being a smart alec that I am[as if], I didn't put baking soda and my first batch were as flat as the road. Second batch was ok but can do with more baking soda...it takes time to learn and perfect.
Realised there were still some pictures left of the Halloween Night...above is our group's model being dressed as a mummy.....and below is Nisa massaging Vee's back....This is when the doink was going to India, on tuesday, she was so engrossed in looking for her secret recipe...cursing and all...as usual...Hopefully all is ok for her-The phonecall of hers was so freaking disappointing.....the excitement of seeing her in a few hours and all vanished with that call.....really hope everything is ok and she comes back soon->It's freaking quiet without her....Totally like lifeless and all....no one to shout, screaming and say bad words such as KNN [Cut it off, cut it off]..lectures are quiet, classes are quiet and even lunch is quiet-NISA:COME BACK!!!........can't wait for her to be back then only, school and life would feel normal-It's really too QUIET!!!!!!

On my cuz's b'day, his frens suprised him with a Swensen's cake and this is wad we did with the ice....having fun-the crazy way.....
Wad's a birthdya w/o the birthdya boy having cake all over his face? My lil bro did the honour...the kid[chotu] is growing up!!!
The cake was nice and all but not really that nice...guess Ice cream cakes are for all...but overall, it was great!!