Songs....

The two songs which I have not gotten tired of till date-they are both just so addictive and the way the three of them dance in the songs is just nothing short of awesomeness...seriously they are marvelous!!

Dancing Jodi-SRK and Anushka Sharma: Whoa... both of them are just so cool and move so fast:-


Aaja Nacle-Madhuri Dixit: I think she is totally the best dancer ever, even after her break-she returns with such a bang in this song:-

Meetings

OMG-Yesterday and today were such an awesome day=it finally made me feel that-I am still alive guys...and it also made me realise that I feel like I have been MIA for a damn long time......haha.

Well, surprisingly thank goodness for my intuition of coming online at late night that did I get to meet four of my sexies!!!With the duo-it was crazy mayhem, with her it was reunion after so long and with her it was spilling things out!!

Seriously, after a long time of going online did I feel that woohoo-I still have frens...haha sounds sadistic but its true man, everytime I go online-there are hardly ppl to talk to....OMG I still o excited over yesterday esp having got the chance to talk to her-Just cant wait to meet her now....its like, both of us are having a totall diff life and getting to meet wud just be the one thing we need right now........

Then today on my way back-who do I see but the anti-indian girl...the suprising thing is that despite living so near, we have not seen each other since the dinner after exams I guess-long time yea....it was great sitting down, and just chatting and catching up with ehr that before I knew it, it was past 3....haiz....so fun meeting with these 5 special ladies of my life..............

Finally, my craving for the past one year is gonna be filled tom-cant wait...jumping excitedly=in the mind!!!

As the day passes by, the decsion grows stronger but it gonna be worth zit unless I get his nod and suprisingly, she is ok with it-thank u!! I am so hapy abt that esp the plan for end of year-woohoooooooo....hope it comes true!!!!

I am truly and officially a SlAcKeR!!!!

Kindness

Being kind doesnt effing pay at all whether it is in family or friends, no point being kind, going out and giving all to ensure that the other person is happy or has a smoother time getting their thing done..I know the thing is long over and all that but I am the type of person who can forgive but doesnt forget-not matter how hard I try to..and when I just get angry, all unsettled thing would just come back somehow...F-WTF, seriously life is really really getting unfair at this point of time and all I wanna do is run away off to HOME!!!

Nowadays, calling them so many frequently and having them ask the same question over and over again makes me want to break down and say-I want to go there right now, but this is not something to be done at will, I am making plan-have told her about it and suprisingly she is ok with it...am hoping and praying that even he would be ok with it but even if they were to be....its gonna be a long time before I go unless I can persuade them to let me go for a long period-I think its gonna be nothing short of a miracle itself if they let me go by myself in the first place-I WANNA GO HOME!!!!

I am so sick and tired of it all-doing things for him to the best of my ability and F, I get scolded at.......aaarrrggghhhhh-Why are we all just so hot tempered-haiz, watever it is=the one is power is the one who gets an edge-so we shall see.....Damn, can I stop being so soft-hearted?????

OK, this is done and over with and am gonna forget it and get it outta my mind-END OF STORY.

Chatting

After so damn long, I had a heart to heart chat with my babe and it felt so nice, if only the mynah was there it wud feel totally complete.....

Well, we talked abt certain things and all but it felt just so good to be talking itself....I guess the one thign that was really impactful was the part where she expressed her concerns on losing touch with dear and close ones...and I totall loe the reply she gave me:-

Me: yea there wud be less meetings but when the meetings wud happen, all the distance wud be filled....
She: i like this ! its about quality not quantity

Its so true, when once gets busy and starts working and all, its not going to be to be able to accommodate each others schedules but when the meeting does occur, it wud be over with jsut feelin each other with current happenings.....I guess, this is how it was with Van and Mita, Van especially-had lost touch with her for close to 10 years and to have found my dear fren again-am so thankful for that........I guess its because of her that she, mita and I have been going out together and all, if not if it were to be just mita and me, I dont reall think we wud be meeting so often.................But life has things planned out and what is to happen would happen no matter what.....

She is talking so much abt that and I guess my saying thigns and shaking my head is scaring her-Both of us are having different thinking and all, ya there is time but she doing all this now is making me scared and all....What do I do-Oh _other!

Currently

OK, as of now-I know that regarding whatever I wrote before, I havent really spoke about it and to my dear frens who are concerned-thanks for your concern, am really appreciative about it but I dont think that I am strong enuf to be able to share out the current happenings but I promise that in the near future, after a few years once all is done and settled, I would definitely feel u guys in on this and am sure that I would look back and have a laugh about it....so I hope you guys dont have any hard feelings about me not opening up.

I am seriously considering now....am awaiting for their replies and for him to come before discussing....I have two options now and as to what is to happen for me-I leave it to GOD!

By the way-enjoy this video from Namastey London-its quite hilarious......
its feels like something which is gonna be happening to me in the near future just that it wont be this hilarious....


Also check out this song-feels like quite nice.......

Tired

I am just feeling so exhausted for no idea why but its just so tiring and all-I have no idea if its because of physical exhaustion or mental but whatever it is-am damn tired and the stupid thing is that though am getting sufficient sleep, it doesnt seem to be sufficient especially now that am waking up in the middle of the night at least 3-4 times.

Currently the worst thing about it is that I really dont feel like talking about it so when the two asked about it, I really did not feel like talking about it-Maybe you can say that all I am doing is just trying to avoid it but someway or other, I am feeling better in this way- dont know if its cause am scared to talk abt it or am just too sick of it that I dont wanna mention it and the sickening thing is that because of the whole issue, we are the ones bearing the end of the brunt-its so damn effing not fair! To listen and hear things is making it all worst-I think the only way to really get it over and out with would be confrontation of which I know its unlikely to happen so as of now, I am gonna bear with it and just keep quiet-when the time comes, things would get better themselves, as far as possible, am gonna leave it alone and not talk and try not to think ahout it at all..........

Well about all in all am thankful that at least for certain times of the day, I am able to totally forget and live in a part whereby there is innocence as well as nonsense around but the sad thing is that it is gonna end soon-am thinking of working for a year but at the same time, am feeling scared firstly of getting a job and secondly, of telling it to them.........

Haiz, moreover-I feel like an idiot currently, there seems to be a growing distance and I feel like I am fading away in the background, I seem to be knowing less and less and its painful to have such a feeling on the second hand, I feel like an idiot for my leniency feeling, hearing her talk-I understood her and today, hearing her talk-i fel bad for her as well, in the end- I decided that there are going to be lots of things happening in life and if one chooses to be such and keep jumping-the one who is gonna get it the worst is not gonna be them but the other party-I really pity the teachers as they are the ones who have it the hardest-they have it the worst-to tolerate all sortsa nonsense for a semester and yet suffer even though exams are over......frankly speaking having heard from her point-I still pity the other cause in the end, though she was only doing her job, she still had to do so so so so so much more and placing myself in that situation, I think I am such a temperemental person that i would have not had cared as much as she did.....but in the end, I guess as a teacher-your heart,no matter how hard it is, would just melt...........

Am just feeling so sick and tired and vexed but for some reason.....I just wanna keep to myself for now and I have no idea why I wanna like this as well......TIRED.

Outdated

Wow to think, from hols, now school is already open. Time is really really flying past. Weekends were spent in a confused feeling along with drama watching. Yest, went to see him off and mixed feeling-sometimes, I really feel that the smile which is there is not at all real because sometimes even when you are hurting inside, its embarrassing to show or completely not a situation were you can show. The funny thing is that after he went in, we went up and saw him swinging his way all the way till we couldnt see him any longer......Surprisingly from a time whereby they were discussing, all that to a time whereby its being done already-time is surely flying past by. I have no idea why but when I woke up today, there was totally no mood at all, throughout the day-totally moody....I wonder if I am gonna be like this for the time being-If I am gonna be-I apologise in advance. Haiz-totall confused....as of now, all my plans wif frens are hanging-totally hanging around.

Surprisingl-I got a new phone from HIM-.....to think just the day before yesterday while talking to Aisha=who called just when I was thinking of her, we were saying about getting a new phone=I got a new phone........haiz but I am f***ing disappointed with myself for the way behaved-simple words couldnt be said out........Seriously speaking- I dont know if this feeling is of being sad or just being disappointed but it has hit hard.......

Anyway, while we were there, my dearest brother who has nothing to do had to rub in certain painful things-Dont worry Anshu-its only 7 as of now....I would definitely catch up!!!!!

I dont know what is with this feeling-but feel like distance and just weird feelings.....
Just when I was getting attached, they pushed me to another one!!!

Current Happenings

Well, currently I am proud of one thing that I have managed to accomplished and that is going to the place twice in a week already and I seriously didnt expect myself to fall in love with it just like how I am with the Korean Variety show-We Got Married=firstly it is very addictive, then its humorous and thirdly, it makes u wanna ..

Hmmm, in a blink of an eye, allof a sudden-its gonna be Thursday already and the sad thing is that what I am expecting to happen isnt happening at all. Anyway, met my two babes on Monday for dinner and hmmmm, not really that great a dinner but as always, the hanging out ang talking part was great fun though it was only for a short while-thanks my darls for coming over=was tired and really appreciated them doing that. For some reason, though it is only a short while, by the time I come home, I am totally exhausted and fully drained out. I am thankful for all that am learning and it is cool, I am excited about tom as I am excited to know if I would be getting it or not-funny thing is just after he said those magic words, she comes and somehow dampens it but I am thankful for that as it makes me look at the thing from two perspective-but even if it is to happen, it is only gonna be for tom and fri-SAD!

I am really thankful for having got her as she tells me lots of things which is a great learning experience.........


OK, as for now that it........

Enjoy this song video which is Whoa......

Picture Time!!!

Just realised that had not uploaded pics of my prev outting-So here they are:-

The two guards who are guarding who knows wad

It turns out that eating ice-cream at the place is a tradition of theirs....

The 'stick' is a lethal weapon
Dozing??!!??

Their 'bulbs' have finally been activated!

Showing off time?!?

The guy with a 'Pencil' neck

The bag my bro wants- it's damn small la.....

Finally, the walk with my babes

Hooked wif the Song

Today

It seems like all the good movies are all coming out only in June-its like there is nothing nice to watch at all right now-even english movies: am awaiting G-Force along with HP!!-Have a few weeks to wait.....
Am officially addicted and hooked to Kdrama-Esp this current one which is We got Married=yea am a bit outdated but it is damn nice and funny and some things about it is just that you wished could happen to you and the happenings are such tat u wonder are they a real couple or not......

Anyway, today met up with frens at beach and have to say it was great fun like meeting after so long-the last was a few days after the exams....and it was great fun playing games and all.....

When she smsed me, thinking back about it-I find the whole thing stupid la, I just cant get it out of my head or to stop thinking abt it....it just keeps lingering there but well, this is life and this way or another, situations are gonna be thrown onto us...I feel the distance as if being in a corner......Haiz, wadever it is, from now on, I am gonna let things just go the way they are meant to-not gonna bother at all.....Cant wait to meet them on Mon-updates time......

And babes, I just watched Dance India Dance and the guy-Terence=OMG!! He is so coollll.....

Anyway, like I said earlier, all the movies seem to be coming out in June and this Kaminey is another one-The name itself is nice but wat is exciting is Shahids acting-haha the ending of the trailer is nice-Main ph ko ph bolta hoon=WTH!!

Outtings!!!

OK, have to say-I really miss the weekends-why do they just fly past so fast?? I cant even remember what I did on Sat-it was like after gg to sleep on Fri, all of a sudden, I woke up and had to get ready to go temple-I miss my Weekends!!!

Haiz, talking about that, I went to sleep quite late on Sat as was watching drama-need I even say? Right Van? Had to get up early on Sun to go temple, well we reached and we hanged around then after that, out of nowhere, there was plan to go play pool!! Initially the plan for me was to go and meet my babes after the temple but thanks to my two bros-Ash and Mano and Cuz, I was dragged to go play pool with them and the worst thing was that I had to give them a treat-these kanjus ppl, they are smart-they look for u when they know they can such $$$ out from you. Well-was playing pool after two years I think-my first time was with Rac when the gang went tot Yishun Safra...........Overall, it was quite fun and all except for the fact that I didnt have beginners luck at all!! Instead, I lost the both games and my partners-firstly Ash and then cuz lost along with me!!! Saddening!!!

Thereafter, made my way to PS-along the way, saw this group DAMN HOT Lamborghini cars around 10 to 11 of them all going at the same time, all of various colours and their engine sound was just WOW!!!

After that, met up with my dearies and then we went shopping-supposedly. I had seen a bag that I had envisioned in mind and was so excited about buying only to go to the shop to discover-it is no longer there= I dont know why this happens to me everytime I wanna buy something from PS. So we went up and down and in the end, made our way to Bugis-there we tot of having dinner at the Tong Seng coffeeshop only to find it closed!!!!-WTH!!

So in the end, we just sat around-saw this too lovey dovey couple-who were so lovey until we wanted to vomit!!! In the end, got a bag from bugis and after more lazing around and wondering where to go, we walked to Clarke Quay!! Before that, apparently, my Van baby had a misadventure, which I didnt have the opportunity to see as I was busy looking at Charles & Keith bags-they are damn gorgeous!!!!!

So we walked to Clarke Quay, settled ourselves down and started talking.....apparently, life is not always a bed of roses-no matter how easy going and comfortable things may feel, there is bound to be somethign that would just come and cock up the beautiful picture-like Van said-I didnt expect this to be hapening to her!! Its shocking la that some ppl still have such shallow tots and all and that also about a profession without which, there wont be new creations nor second life!!!
The world seriously sucks big time sometimes!!1 Just because you are rich doesnt mean that everyone is!!!-Grow Up!!!
I felt bad at the fact that I couldnt do anything for her and I hated myself for that but I couldnt help it also being the type of person that I am-I didnt know exactly how to comfort her!

Well, today was the first and my god-it was amazing, scary and nerve wrecking all at the same time-the best part was when we exchanged places and I was in control-OMG!!! The feeling I had overall was simply AMAZING!!! Seriously, making those rounds,looking at the mirror and making the turn at the crossing-the feeling was just so so so so so WOW!!!!-Cant wait for next week!!!! Woohooooooooooo.......More like cant wait to be done with the instructions and all.

Weekly Update

Wow....once again, another week is gone in a flash-talking about flash=are the days getting shorter or wad? Its like one moment its 2pm, then 3 then 5 and all of a sudden, it is 9pm!!! Seriously, time is really whizzing by!! I wonder if this is due to the fact that I have not been going out and just rotting away at home. Well, the fasting days are over-really fast, to add on. Going temple on Sun and after that, gonna meet my babies.....Ohhhhhh-haha, so excited and Monday-OMG=am totall excited about Monday...so excited and nervous at the same time. Hmmmm, was hoping that would get the tuition but since they didnt call, its saddening-I need a life, seriously=I wanna work and make and see the $$$$$$!!
I have so many things on my buy list right now:
-A Bag=Something I can never get sick and tired of....
-Hmmmm....Somemore things which I cant really think of

Speaking of buying-I think I am cursed with getting CDs as present=Seriously!!! I got a RHTDM cd from MB, who searched high and low for it before buying it and to think that it got scratched and now doesnt play well, worst thing is that it doesnt play at my fav parts-which are the additional song and having searched for the cd here, I cant seem to find it anywhere, not that there are a lot of places to look at...really breaks my heart whenever I look at the cd and another thing is my On Air cd also got spoiled, you know I was treating it with so much love and care and one day, I jut put in the cd to find out that the 2 disc has been scratched-sat and weeped like a mad person= Seriously dont understand it at all-I took so much care of it!!!

Haiz, seriously, some things once they have happened and when they cant be reversed, they hurt like mad!!!

Weekends are gonna go by in a flash, temples appointment have come-seriously...its saddening to see the weekends just disappearing like that.........

OK thats for now, more when I come back on Sun hopefully with the BAG!!!!!

Hmmm, was looking forward to this movie and now that I came upon it again, turns out that it is coming out in June instead of Jan-WTH!!!