Tuesday, November 27, 2007

People......


As I listened to her, I felt her pain, to be surrounded by a friend who just keeps coming in, I understand. To have a friend who for some reason, is always there, haunting her like a shadow, I understand. But the thing I dont understand is -WHY??? Why does that person keep coming in between her and them? Why doesnt the person learn to 'Back Off'??

Then for some reason-the answer comes to mind-A is into the guy my fren hangs around with and my instant reaction is-WTH!!! Haha, its weird but by doing this, A is already showing that she is a possessive person. My friend tries to be understanding to this reason, then, all of a sudden, she realises that she herself is into that guy!

I laugh at this while she cries. I try to sympathise with her however, she feels dejected and is uncontrollable.......What can I say? How do I comfort her?

This makes me realise that people have strange and unique ways of showing their emotions and feelings. Well, as the saying goes, if you want something, it is better to get it before it is too late. What can I say to my friend? It is not too late but if she were to tell the guy now, her friendship with A would be over! So that dumby is choosing to keep her friendship with A instead of going for the guy......Haiz-what to do? What to do?

Well, one thing is for sure-THE WORLD IS COMPLICATED!!!!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Latest Animal Entry -Swan

Members of the ZOO-Let's Unite and welcome the latest animal to our Zoo-Farah the Swan. An elegant and gracious person, she is now officially a member of our group!!!!LET'S GIVE HER A WARM WELCOME!!!
WOOOOOHOOOOOO...........................................................
WELCOME FARAH THE SWAN!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Lights Out ' 07

Friday-had to study for EFMA test which turned to be quite fine. Hopefully would pass. Anyway, after the EFMA ICA, was nothing but lots and lots and lots and lots of ENJOYMENT, FUN and PARTY. Haha.
First of all, after the ICA-Farah, Reka, Azlina and I made our way to Far East Plaza from where Reka n Farah wanted to buy their jeans. We searched for the shop but couldn't find. So we went to have lunch first at Sakura-had Hotplate Seafood Fried Rice. After eating, we went another round hunting for the shop but still could not find. In the end, Rek n Fara could not buy:(Walked around, I found a shop selling shoes of my size-Heaven but unfortunately for me, the shoes did not suit me at all:( Have to buy new shoes as the old ones are hurting a lot and I need a comfortable shoes for next weekend!Haix-we shall see........
After that, went home. The first thing my Bro did was to irritate me. Got so pissed off that I went straight to sleep without helping him with the work. Mom came 10 mins later and woke me up, asking me to help him. I was total MOOD OUT. After helping him to calculate and print, went to pack my bag. When I was packing, my mom was like-"Where you going? WHy u packing your bag?" I totally freaked out. I said-"Going to stay overnight in school becasue of activities." After asking a few more questions, she finally decided to let me go on the assurance that Nisa n Fai were going....
Left home after packing, met Nisa n Fai at YCK station. Made my way to school.......saw Mita's best Friend-Anu..... I don't know why and cant remember the reason which makes me feel one kind upon seeing her but....wadeva.Slacked with the duo at Mac then Vee joined us. Talked and chit chatted then Rac came and along with Farah, we made our way to the Lights Out meeting place....Was feeling so so so excited.
Lights Out- first thing I did was to change into a set of clothes which I wanted no more-OSS t-shirt n shorts. Then was Ice Breaker-firstly, played 'Do u like ur neighbour?'. Haha, it was a rather fun game. Lots of laughter as well as ppl falling [Fai-haha hope u didnt hurt urself blue balck]. Basically, this game was very funny-esp with Vee and Thiam Wei.
Then, we made pillows for ourselves as a souvenier of the event. Next game was-the Game of Concentration. Haha, firstly we had to come up with an animal name as well as a sign associated with it. [For me was sea lion-clapping of hands-haha very SIMPLE]. The most fun part about this game was Azlina and her animal-She came up with Giraffe and for the signage, she put her hands to her neck in an attempt to what looked like as is she was trying to make it longer...Haha-first class comedian Monkey!
After that, was a special game dedicated to Shachin, in order to give him his B'day present, in which he was made to do ard 30 'Shachin Claps'. Haha poor fella looked so exhausted.
Then, we went for the 'Treasure Hunt' game. It was seriously freaky-not the game but the stories as well as the forewarnings made to us seriously freaked me out. But upon going out, it was not the least bit scary instead it was very fun, thanks to my group mates [Grp 1-Shachin, Shams, Xing Xuan, Thiam Wei, Rachel, Me n more with our facilitator being-the best actress-Jiralda Wee]. It was great fun going and hunting for the clues. The best bit of this was-the atmosphere at the Stadium-Loved the sky colour......
After that, We did a role play-which was so much comedy and so so comedy.....
After that, we had more games-first were the Dirty games, which included-Kaya wif Ping Pong [spread Kaya on Amirul n Shams backs then we threw ping pong balls on them], Flour and Peanut [Thiam Wei digged thru a box of flour for peanuts in a record time of 43.8 secs] and lastly was Piecing back the Banana [totally gross game.....]. The icing of the Cake was-the Egg game [Playing scissors, paper, stone in which the loser got hit by the egg from the winner]
Then was the wet games-Passing the water balloons with our legs, the Game of numbers and Finally, we had the Tug-of-War. It was quite fun, though scary since the floor was slippery.
Eventually, all good things have to come to an end....That was the end of Lights Out....
Went to bathe, was very sleepy after that, had an hours sleep from 6-7 on the floor[Nisa, hope you dont mind but I must have someone beside me, haha]. After that, there was the prize giving ceremony-Team 1 WON.......... Haha. Then, there was also the announcement of the Senior Excos 'finalists'[Kai Lin, Jasmine, Fai, Vee, Thiam Wei n Farah]-Congratulations Guys n All The Very Best to U :)
---------------------------------------End of Lights Out 2007---------------------------------
After that, went to Mac, had Kick It meeting there and we were treated to Apple Pie-courtesy of Shachin!!! Thanks a lot Shachin.....

Reflections: Am very glad that I went for Lights Out.....It was seriously very fun and am sure I would have regretted had I not gone for it. I totally enjoyed myself and had lots and lots of fun and laughter. This made me realise that had I not joined A'Team, my life would seriously have been a BORE.
Kudos to the Lights Out! committee for having such a success of a fantastic and enjoyable event........Great Job.

Some Pictures:
Group of Mismatched Pants
Presenting-Ms. Barakathunnisa [the purple Dino]
Vee n Shachin
The 2 tudung Minas-Azlina[Monkey] n Nisa[Dino]
All of Us
Communicating without Speaking
Mr. Fai [the Kangaroo]
Guys @ Work

Me-Sewing my Pillow

Tons of Laughter-this is wad Lights Out was all about..... ;)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

What a WORLD??!!

No matter what happens, how easy going life is, at the end of it, there would be something dark waiting to happen. Something like that happens and all of a sudden, your life is turned upside down. You learn abt ur true frens, you know who who would be there in terms of trouble. You know who would give a tissue and who would lend u his/her shoulders. You know who would celebrate with you whole heartedly and also who would smile on the surface while raging with jealously inside.
No matter what, this is how world the world is. In this cruel and harsh world, one can never survive alone. There is always the need for friends along with family. However, there are some people who think that you are dependent on the grp-is that true? well, that is for the members to decide......a group in incomplete without the original members, no matter what happens and whatever changes, there would always be a lack of something if a member were to not be there. So please don assume that the members are dependent on the group and not vice versa.
No matter how your frens are, you have to accept them because everyone in the world is different. Everybody cannot be the way u expect them to be like. Every one has their good and bad points. Everyone has a evil and dark side inside them-U think u r perfect, THINK AGAIN cause you cant be an exceptional case made by GOD that u have no defaults in u.
We live in a multicultural city-so sometimes, it is just basic courtesy to mind those ard u and to speak in a universal language-ENGLISH. We go to english-speaking school to be able to learn and speak this language. It is such basic courtesy!!!!

Everyone is different with different nature and personality. This is what makes us different and unique from the person next to us. Even though we know this, why is it so difficult for us to accept each other for who they are? Why do we, in the end, end up complaining about others to each other??? WHY????

There is just so much PARDE KE PICHE PARDA! Where do I look? What do I see? What do I do and Who do I listen to?

Monday, November 19, 2007

Who am I?

There are so many times when I question myself as to who I really am.....Am I the me who is in school, at home or wad???

Why do I feel that there are times when I am just putting on a mask for the benefit for the others??? Asked Nisa for her opinion on me and this is what she wrote:-
BarNiz says (10:57 PM):
u're a extremely nice girl
BarNiz says (10:57 PM):
who is damn sweet
BarNiz says (10:57 PM):
can easily be made to laugh
BarNiz says (10:57 PM):
hardworking
BarNiz says (10:58 PM):
smart (duh!)
BarNiz says (10:58 PM):
gem of a person
BarNiz says (10:58 PM):
practical
BarNiz says (10:58 PM):
slightly emotional


Then I wonder to myself-is this who I really am or is this how I potray myself in front of her???

The reason for my confusion :-People not thinking that I have the capability to be able to become someone.........!

Why can't I become someone???
-Is it because I am too big sized for that?
-Am not confident enough?
-Am too dumb???....OR WHAT??!!

Please don show attitude to me because I am a typical human being also, though I usually keep my feelings hidden but:-
-Once I hate someone, I WUD HATE THE PERSON 4EVA unless the conflict is sorted out.
-But I also treasure my friends more than GEMS so please..........


P.S-This is a very emotional due to the reason that I am boiling like hell inside!!!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Birthday Video-By Zhang Nan Shi


Nan Shi gave me another great present by making a video of my birthday celebration. Thanks so much for that sweetie-Love it a lot!!!

More Pics of B'day celebration!!

Me n Reka[Luv her los]
Us, up close.
Reka, the Rabbit with Rabbit [see the likeliness??-Haha]
Children's these days are too Creative n Brilliant!!!
Haha-Reka:Wait for me, Pooj!![Candid Shot by Nan Shi]
Don ask me wad m doing! Haha-was told to do so by Nans n Rabbit
Mad Scientist
Another Candid Shot
Group Photos
Me wif the delicious Sweet Recipe Cakes
Me wif Fai
Nans n Reka
Farah n Nisa[ u look so FREAKING TIRED!!!!]
Shams n Rac-busy wif the Cake
Me wif Fai again-haha Conjoined twins!
Fai n his delicious food
Rac n Fai

I don noe wad is Shams doing-resting his head on mine??
The delicious cakes of Sweet Recipe
Haha Nans snapping Rac n Rac snapping Nans
The rooster Fai
Maniac laughter by Fai
Me getting voucher from the Manager [very sweet n accomodating person]
Shams has the limelight on himOMG-Shams looks so eerie[GHOST!!!!]Candid Shot AgainThe 4 of us!!! HahaErm......Candid Shot Again [Charlie's Angels, One who looks as if she is sleep walking]
Nice Butt Reks

Fai n FarahDid u get slapped, Rac??Nice lighting, right Shams?Haha

18th Birthday-Pics

The pictures of my 18th Birthday celebration!!

The 8 of us! Me, Faizal, Shams, Rachel, Farah, Nisa, Nans n Reka!
Us Again!!![Minus Rachel-the Photographer]
The 4 Babes
Me wif my Tiger, Frog n KangarooMe wif the Secret Recipe cakes bougth by the Darlings
ME n SHAMS
Me with My Red MNG Organizer n MANGO paper bag!!!! Shams carrying the bag containing the cake given by Farah. [Nisa looks as if She is wearing a cool pair of shade, being the plastic bag]

And Now Presenting the Food ordered by us at 2Hot Halal CafeLamb Picata
Marsala FishSweet Recipe Cake-Awesome!!!