Tagging Game

Looks like this is the latest craze and I have been pulled into it........Anyway, I was tagged by Rachel and Nisa so here it goes....

RULES:

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
- These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Time for Revenge!!?!!
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a lot more dreams coming true-as if that would ever happen :P
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Erm-Don't talk about dream wedding to a person who would wed in India....cos there weddings are not dreams but like what Deepak Bhaiya said-"It is a string of torture to prevent u from ever getting married again...Imagine going two days of craziness and no sleep"-Ok, I don't know if I have answered the questions.....
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Kinda but the road ahead is getting clearer.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
Too long a list to list down.....In Summary, a person who understands and accepts me for who I am and no matter what-is proud of me....
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are blessing in their own manner......You always have to give and take in a relationship-So love someone and be loved.
7. If the person you like does not like you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Nope...what's the point? There's always someone better....
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing...what's the point? There's always someone better....
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yea but now I am learning to live with it and move on.....Life is full of up and down, so this was a down patch........now it is going to be uphill again [I Pray]
10. What do you want most in life?
A family and a great career......with friends by my side
11. Is being tagged fun?
Yea....can give quirky answers....
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
That would never ever happen :p
13. What is currently the most important thing to you?
Studying hard and getting ahead.
14. What kind of person do you think I am?
The kind GOD wants you to be.....
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Is one ever satisfied with what they are??....There's always room for more
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
Nothing....not worth the time and energy if he can't even recognise me.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
To a certain extent.
18. If you fall in love with someone on the first sight, what would you do?
Hunt him down?....Haha, I don't think I would do anything.
19. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who would be there for me and vice-versa.
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
If no pain is involved and it is funny for them as well, laugh along with them....

People I TAG:

~Anshu
~Asha
~Avinash
~Farah
~Mano
~Nilesh
~Poonam
~Priya

New Starting

Tomorrow is a going to be a brand new day, a day which is going to bring about lots of changes....people have changed and so have situations..................For this new beginning, I am making a resolution to change for the better....Through my IPP, I have become more confident and from now on, i am going to carry on this way. Along with everything, concentration on studies is going to be a must for this third year....for some reason-whatever had happened in Sec with Yo and Sab, seems to be happening again.....there's changes along with weirdness........
Tomorrow, she is coming.....I hope her arrival would be a turning point for me. A point for me to keep going on, recognising true people as well as concentrate on the important things in life without wasting unnecessarily........I hope and pray that everything goes smoothly.......

The end of another Chapter and the beginning

My life is totally whizzing by me.....Seriously! Everything is happening too fast.....Got admitted into Poly, Completed 1st and 2nd year and now, I have also completed another crucial part of Poly Life-IPP.
My IPP journey has been a really fantastic one. I was basically sent to join a family. This lil family at a branch in a corner of Singapore consists of:-
1 Papa/Grandfather : Victor
3 Mamas : Elina, Cindy and Sheau Huey
4 Sisters : Denise, Lizah, Christine and Karine
1 Brother : Simon
1 LiL Girl : May

The first encounter with this family was not really great as I spent 4 days at home with an eye which had blown up like a fishball. So basically, the whole real encounter with them started from my second week and ever since then till now, it has been one heck of a journey-full of ups and down. I have totally no regrets about having changed my mind to have chosen that place-yea, though the sad thing meant being cornered away and distanced from dear frens [Which I think is the cause of whatever happened, in a manner].

The whole family is one which stands by each other helping each other in times of need especially lil girl. I received lots of support, help and encouragement from this whole family and now being away from them, I have realised that in this short while-I had become a member of the family.......Seriously, they are one heck of colleagues anyone could have ever asked for.......Each being different with their own characteristics:

Papa: Too soft spoken and giving leeway for everything......Really look up to him for the way he handles difficult situations...
Mama-Elina: The 'HOT' mama.......given her age and her position, she has really achieved a lot in such a short while and her idea of rewarding the people is totally hilarious and yet one which everyone looks forward to....
Mama-Cindy: The sweet mama.....giving lots of freedom to me and always having a smile on her face...and always being impatient for her "Burger"
Mama-Sheau Huey: The firm and strict mama....She is one powerful lady, doesn't believe in slow and easy at all-for her is ...Go out there and do it! I think it is because of her that my whole workflow became smooth.....
Sister-Denise: The one who would always be after me.......Why am I smiling, Why am I standing, Why am I sitting, Why am I working so fast, Why am I always asking her to sign in etc.....Her questions never ever stopped.....
Sister-Lizah: The hot tempered one with a cutie son......Once she gets angry, nothing but scolding from her and when she scolds, she really scolds.........
Sisters-Christine & Karine: The trainees with me....haha it has been one great learning journey for the three of us.....lots of mistakes, craziness and "other things"
Brother-Simon: I never thought I would see anyone more shy than me but he is so so so so so much more conservative and reserved and for some reason, looking at him scares me off marriage...
LiL Girl-May: The one with the most problems...haha totally look up to her for her inspiration to carry on despite everything that happens to her....
The Latest Addition~Sister-Veron: Apparently my replacement, as in the term used by Yue Meng, haha but it has been so much fun having her around the last few days, teaching her everything as my day to leave approached ......

Last but not least, the outside people of the place-
Hafiza(The straight forward and hard selling one),
Melinda(The soft looking, firm person),
Charmaine(The fierce and Vulgar person-She totally reminded me of Rachel, in terms of talk as well as looks),
Doreen(The small sized Fiery one),
Yue Meng(The tall good looking Guy ;P) and
Michael( The normal sized good looking guy ;P)

It's been a true pleasure being at this place and having become a member of this great family. Everything has to come to an end and so did this period.......I ended the whole thing by not being at the right place {I was supposed to be at a debriefing at Ang Mo Kio}....Anyway, the whole thing was a great one and the ending was kinda funny as well-they gave me a present which is so cute and the way Denise was promoting it haha........Anyway, ended the whole thing by going for Dinner with them....and it was such a funny and ridiculous one-Totally!

~Friends Forever :P~

Well-the chapter has ended and now school is gonna start......I have no idea how it is going to be because currently, things aren't really looking that great.
I don't know but things have really headed wrong direction during this 11-weeks....There is a sense of distance and loneliness-Well, apparently, it seems that asking for forgiveness isn't always everything....
I seriously don't get some things went overseas and gave me some responsibilities to take care of as well as uncle and just because of that-things have like.......
I really don't get what her problem is....Just because I didn't go, she made such a big commotion of it.....
What was my fault?
I seeked understanding-to be treated with anger
I seeked forgiveness-to be treated with indifference

I don't get why such a small thing was blown up.....Frankly speaking-She and her husband are totally dumb to be taken in by the mother-in-laws talk, the B***h who simply added oil to the fire....I mean, we are not always on a close term then what did she expect? Having said sorry-they still complained to my parents and apparently, I am sure this matter would have gone to the other side, The side whereby DUMBOS live and are always backstabbing one's own!

Sometimes, I seriously feel like giving up on all this but this is life and like it or not, one has to live life to the max! I really wish for a friend who would totally totally understand me, even in times when I am totally not understandable.........There is this song which I have never been able to forget:-
Best Friends are always gonna be there for your highs and your lows,
My best friend was never really there when I needed her the most.
You said you would there for me but why did you betray me,
using me to get what you want and I couldn't believe it but this is what I say,
It feels like it's gonna be okay, It feels like, It just feels that way...........

I know I have been MIA and everything but I hope you guys would forgive me because I totally wasn't able to take it...as for my thinking-with some people as the one mentioned above, things always go negatively for me....I hope things can be started afresh but that is what I hope....what would happen-Only GOD knows..............

Love You Baby

To: My Baby Cuz Bro,
Your arrival was marked with much anticipation as everyone hoped and prayed that a male heir would be born. Your birth brought with it joy followed by worry as one could do nothing but pray for you to make it through the operation and for your health. However, other things were planned for you and you left us on the day of your birth itself. So much misery, tears and cries followed your departure. Nothing could be made in comparison to what your parents were feeling-Your mom who carried you for nine months and was now left with only your dead body, Your dad who didn't even get to see your innocent face and frame.
However, whatever happens, happens for the best and though it is painful to admit, your death might have and, I think is definitely the best thing for you. Your staying alive would only have been a pain for you and the family. You poor innocent angel had came as a gift to make us realise that not everything can be taken for granted, you made us realise that sometimes, a little act of goodness can become a lifesaver.
Blast the doctors of India who are the cause of your departure-That doctor who infected her and the doctor who lied. You made us realise that not everything said by someone of respectable position can be taken for word.
One has to be happy with whatever happens in life as life can't be twisted and shaped to one or other's will. You are who you are as how God wants you to be-He had something more planned for you than a life of pain and suffering-that's why he took you back from us....U r a special child made for more greater things......For us, you would always be who you are-A lil Angelic Gift

R.I.P-My dear Baby brother....I hope you are happy wherever you are and I pray for your happiness and health.
My Baby Cuz Bro
09/04/08
You would always be LOVED and MISSED by all of Us.
{I hope you would come back to us again...as a perfect and healthy angel-A gift of GOD}

TIRED and I NEED A JOB and This FEELING S***S-I don't know why I am feeling this way and No matter what I do, it is and will never be GOOD enough!