Happy Birthday Reka!

Magical moments, Beautiful dreams, A day full of wishes come true-These are the things that a birthday's about for a friend who is as SPECIAL as you!!!May all your wishes come true and you be blessed with lots of happiness, joy, peace and lots of presents......

Here's wishing the Rabbit of our ZOO, a day that's special as her:-Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Reka!!!

Outing With Rachel-Temptations Galore.......

Today was a very eventful day...........went to meet Nisa to pass her camera in the morning-She looked like a walking Dead[as usual-what's new?] then did an errand for mom. After that, haha planned to meet Rachel to go for a movie and do some shoppings[to use the Adidas voucher]-So Random.....

Met her at Dhoby Ghaut [I think we both were in the same train...haha..] then we went to City Hall.....firstly, went to Giordano....woohoo-so nice the clothings.....tried a few then after that, Rachel bought stocking and jumper.....haha She looked so nice in it then we went to Adidas....saw a few nice bags then went to Charles and Keith, again saw nice bags-so Classy.

Next we made our way to Marina Square....went to book the tickets for the movie. We had decided to watch the 4 pm show but then decided to watch 4.55 show. Went to eat Long John then and after eating, walked around......bought earrings and Rac bought a very nice bracelet. Then we made our way to the movie. Though it was5, Rac tot it was still 4?!! Haha....she was so funny.....

Watched the movie-It was ROCKING.....OMG truly loved the movie and Nicholas Cage-Woohoo.......the movie was so much more worth than the money paid for............After teh movie, we made our way out by cutting through John Little and then-Haha.....we ended up buying wallets....love the one which Rac chose....seriously very nice and at such a bargain!!!

Then, we stepped into MANGO and I bought a bag[same as Fara-Orange and white colour-Sorry Farah, hope u don't mind....but it was truly very nice]!!

Oh Man, today was just awesome!!! So random and yet so fun! So much of temptation to buy so many stuff but yet the same old problem of no CASH!! Well, I am resolved to spend when I earn because U can't take money with u when u die. In the end, so idiots would be squabbling over it or j spending it away.....might as well I spend it right? Can't wait to earn!!!!

Awesome Movie!

The wallet we bought!!!

Outing with Darlings

Met up with my two darlings-Vandana and Amrita to go for a movie! It was so fun meeting with them after such a long time....We went to eat at an interesting place but the food was extremely delicious[craving for more]....Went for the movie [Welcome-OMG OMG]...then we went for a drink and after that, gossiped[learned a big news-wondering how to keep it down but a word is a word], talked nonsense and then, it was camwhoring all the way till 11p.m......were sad to depart but had to.....

It is just so cool to have these two dearies.....someone to talk to, scold all the bad words and everything is done in HINDI!!!
PAV:Pooja, Amrita and Vandana-Friends for 12 years and counting.....

Amrita-My buddy throughout hindi school-Samosa + Milo power....hahaMy dearie-Vandana....

Just luv this pic to bits....

My two darlings forever ;P-Love them lots....

Welcome

OMG-this movie is truly a laughter marathon! Beware: You should prepare your jaw to laugh all the way......It was simply superb-ending was 'No Entry' style: A house hanging off a cliff-it was simply AWESOME! The movie line was also great.......Akshay's and Katrina's dancing was so cool and he looked-HOT!!!!

Jab We Met

Jab We Met-this has gotta be the greatest movie ever......the storyline is extremely superb. It's just so romantic without being your normal romance movie.........Shahid and Kareena really make the story truly wonderful.........

Sometimes, hum baas aasha karte hain ki aisa kabhi hamare saath bhi ho...One fav line from the movie-Jhuta khane se pyaar badta hai....I just wish;)

Merry Christmas

Wishing one and all, a very happy and Merry Christmas! Hope you have been good and you get your present from Santa!

BBQ @ ECP

I didn't go for the Games day but went only for the BBQ. Took 156 then changed to 70 then changed to 401. Finally, got down after the damn long ride only to discover that I had got down at the wrong stop! Had to walk all the way backwards......finally, found them. Just as I made my way to them,my back became colourful all thanks to the mud! Saw the whole gang and could differentiate those who went for the Games Day from those who didn't-clue: wet hair!

Next, we decided to rent bikes [Shams,Fai, Nisa, Marjuk, Farah, Parvin, Jiralda n Hanafi]. Hanafi had his single bike. Then the rest of us divided into pairs [Fai+Nisa, Marjuk+Farah,Parvin+Jiralda and Shams+Me]. However, Jiralda decided not to rent in the end so Parvin rented a single one as well. Then, we all set off..........Firstly, I was sitting behind, not being accustomed to that, I kept swaying the handle and the bicycle went into mayhem mode-haha it was comical....I couldn't stop myself from not controlling[too used to it I guess]...anyway, after that, Shams and I decided to swop places then we all set off..............

Camwhoring and all all the way to the Ski 360 then we changed partner.....Parvin went to partner with Fai, Shams became the loner then Nisa partnered me. Then we continued cycling all the way till Bedok Jetty..........sat there a while relaxing and all........then we changed partner again-haha! I became the loner and Nisa went to partner with Shams.......then we cycled back.....an accident happened between Fai+Parvin and Shams+Nisa.....then we continued and it started raining!!! Went back to the pit, all were rushing in a dire attempt to prevent the pit form getting wet. All our bags were dumped into a trolley with an umbrella to shelter them [Marjuks bag wasn't bothered with since it was waterproof-haha it was left in the rain to be washed]. After having a few bites, Farah, Marjuk and Hanafi went to return their bikes and after that, Jiralda set off [Wish her a safe trip and a fun time in France].

Then, we set off again [Shams+Fai, Me+Nisa and Parvin alone]. We cycled in the opposite direction. Quite dangerous cycling with this batch, they were playing around like Shams would grab onto our bike, the back handle, and then push us infront or pull us back! It was scary seriously[Have been freaked up about bike accidents ever since I had the accident with Sabrina and gained myself a 13 dots scar on my leg].

While playing around, Parvin had a fall [courtesy of Shams]. She did hurt herself but she was so much more concerned about her pants, which had developed a hole! After that, we made our way back to the cycle shop to return the bikes then went back to the pit...........there, after a while, we celebrated Fai's belated birthday and gave our present to Vee[card+Elephant toy+Elephant glow in the dark stickers].

After that, we made our way home. Parvin dropped us[Nisa, Jasmin, Dickson, Shachin, Andy and me at Farrer Park-thanks a lot for the ride, Parvin!]. Got a super duper NICE hug from Nisa..............reached home at 11.45pm.

Movies Galore

This holiday season has been a movie galore for me.......so many movies-haha finally am becoming updated!!

First up was:
Hmm, got to say the star cast for the song 'Deewangi Deewangi' was really huge esp Zayed Khan[so cute].....The movie was quite ok. The usual of rebirth and revenge kind but Kiran Kher's acting was magnificient!!! Loved her :)

Next:
A very typical soccer movie.....and some more, John's character totally sucks. Jumping from this team to that then leaving for money like-What the Hell! and Bipasha's character is another stupid thing-she is like a total despo?! Then the enemity between John and Arshad is kinda based on a stupid base!

Thridly:
This movie was rather cool, interesting, spooky and fun...Akshay's character was relly awesome and funny...Amisha's character was quite pitiful but sweet ending-really loved it lots....but there were portions where Vidya spoke in an unknown language and it was really difficult to understand what was happening cause there wasn't any subtitles...

Finally,
OMG-this movie was totally nice and rather spooky also and the ending was the best of all!! Esha was so rocking and Fardeen was totally awesome.....

Haha-Funny Pic

Seriously, whats with all this? Haha there are so many formulas and so on's all on women-haha frankly, dont people have any other better job to do than to come up with all these nonsense-but they are a great source of laughter-u have to admit that.....haha-hope u enjoy it ;P



And as if it this isn't stupid enuf, my bro said to replace the word-'problem' with 'evil'..........Wad's with guys nowadays??

Ikea Outing

Had an outing to Ikea with the normal gang [Nisa, Rac, Farah, Marjuk and Shams]. It was a truly very fun trip as we looked around and enjoyed all the settings and everything.....it was so fun going around the place and taking lots and lots of crazy pictures together, presenting some crazy pictures:

Presenting the X'mas Christmas Tree-Nisa n Pooja

Distorted images of us [xcluding Shams]

Us eating the food cooked by Nisa[Apparently, we still don have food poisoning]

Drinking big cuppa's [Shams only staring-cos he doesn't have?]

The Family.........

Happy 18th Birthday, Fai!

Wishing Fai a very Happy 18th Birthday!! May all your wishes come true and you be blessed with lots of happiness, joy, peace and lots of presents. It's time that you become matured, but to us, you are fine the way you are. So be who you are and never change[unless it is for the better] becos a friend says -Be yourself; for the people who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind :)

Life is an adventure. Some people never realise and live their lives eyes and mind closed. Never become like that, my bright-minded friend [have to say this unfortunately,as it only fits in] and always keep up your spirit despite of roadblocks thrown on us by life.

Once again, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, FAI !

Hum Tum Pic

Found this cute picture of HumTum-finally, a lil smile after the whole day......

Confused

I have no idea whats with me-seriously, I dont know why I am behaving the way I am......I am constantly getting mood out over the smallest thing, ready to fight to make my stand even becoming stubborn......hiaz but wat to do?
Things are happening in such a way.......I dont know why it's like this but it is......mera koi sunta hi nahin, people say something else yet do something else in front of others-who to trust like this? Kishe apna kahoon? I am a kuch nahin for most people thats why unhe meri koi parwa nahin.....like the saying goes-Saala kuch bhi karo, hamesha kaam hi pad jata hai..
Seriously, miss him a lot at times like this but he also has been quite distant since the arrival of someone else-its like: I hardly know him anymore.......
At times like this, I totally feel Akeli! Seriously, it feels as if mere pass koi hai hi nahin jisse main baat kar sakti hoon.....looking at others, i wish that main mum ke saath close hoti then it wud be so cool, main unse kuch bhi hota baat kar sakti but it isn't meant to be so, wish i had a didi-have a cuz one who is seriously such a bitch, now all I can do is to wait for Parul didi to come, then hopefully, I can have her to talk......Guess, all I can do is just-WAIT........

Hari Raya Haji

Wishing all my muslims friends-Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Outing Wif Sec School Darlings

Today, was a day out with Aisha, Ong and Mrs. Yow. In the morning, I slacked a lot then read up Biz Law a bit. Its really confusing without having the lecturer to go through. Helped dad a bit before going out.
Left home at 3.35 pm. Reached Orchard Mrt at 4.15. The usual thing began-Aisha was late and Chun Hong started with his non stop chattering...........They both would never change! Finally, Aisha came and I was save from hearing any more of his moanings-haha.
We roamed around aimlessly.......went to Heeren [saw Darren there], then went to Taka-saw very nice toys[and the two monkeys bought my belated present for me-the way they buy and manage to keep it from me was remarkable], then we decided to make our way to Wheelock place-meeting place with Mrs Yow.
Since it was still early, we went into the damn crowded Charles & Keith and OMG-I saw so many nice SHOES!!! Seriously, they are so nice [now I have two shoes on my 'Must Buy' list].......Aisha and I spent nearly 30 mins trying on the different shoes-Poor Chun Hong just stood there carrying our bags-haha, he looked so helpless-Oh wells, guys have to train for this haha.......
Then we met Mrs Yow outside NYDC. She looked so tired! We then decided on the place to have our dinner.....walked around looking for a 'Halal' certified restaurant...
In the end, we went to Shaw towers then made our way to level 5. Sat down and caught up with Mrs yow-She is now a Senior Teacher......then, we ordered our food......ate then were just sitting and talking-there is like so much to talk about......the time just flew by and all of a sudden, it was 8.30pm. Mrs Yow suggested on catching a movie-but we couldn't stay late especially Aisha, she had to help her mother with preparations for tom. So, we decided to meet again next thursday!!! Woohoo......haha another outing with them in a week-can't wait! Haha
The two monkeys gave me my present-I seriously love them for the way they work-Thanks a lot Guys! Love the present a lot!!!

Time seriously just flies by when you are having lots of fun! One can't do anything but wish that time could stop or even slow down! But none of this is going to happen so the best thing to do is to make the most of every second! time is PRECIOUS!!

Zoo Outing

I had a day out with my animals as well as some unknown species to the Singapore Zoological Garden :-
Azlina : Monkey
Daljit : Zebra [Newcomer-Warm welcome to U!!!!!-Woohoo.....]
Farah : Swan
Faizal : Kangaroo
Marjuk : Unknown
Nasarath: Giraffe [Newcomer-Warm welcome to U!!!!!-Woohoo.....]
Nisa : Dinosaur
Parvin : Camel
Rachel : Tiger
Reka : Rabbit
Shachin : Another Monkey
Shamsul : Frog
Veenotth : Unknown


There was planning to meet at 9.30 am @ AMK. I woke up late and hurried there and lo and behold, I only saw Rachel there! Everyone else was LATE! Both of us went for breakfast at Mac. Then, Nisa called and asked us then she smses us to HURRY! Both of us finished up our food and made our wya to the bus interchange. Suprisingly, she isn't there......called here then she says to meet at MRT Control station-it was ridiculous so we both decided to stay put. We waited and waited and waited for almost 30 mins before Fai, Az n Marjuk came! Then, after ard 15 mins, the rest came! OMG waiting from 9.30 all the way to 10 plus........Seriously, there is no sense of punctuality anymore!!!

Made our way to the Zoo by bus 138. Then there we waited for Reka and Shachin.......wait and wait and wait......while waiting, Nisa, Daljit and I went to inquire abt the price discount for admission ticket with tram ride-Suprisingly, the price was discounted from 22 to $13.50! That was like so cool. We went back to the rest and Nisa asked if they wanted tram ride and all said no, so the whole idea was finished....Finally, Reka and Shachin arrived and we were ready to move in!!! Bought the tickets, everybody shared the cost then we went in..

Started our camwhoring, saw a lot of animals, had KFC for lunch, saw the Splash Safari show and finally, we played 'Do u love ur neighbour?'-It was very fun and cool.......haha some people were so into it that they even got hurt....haha.....Rachel got hurt while jumping for the seat [she knocked against the wall] and Fai got hurt laughing at her [knocked against the railing]....haha the two jokers-it was so funny to see them cry in pain-haha evil laughter LoL....and another thing learnt-Nasarath is one ROUGH gurl......OMG, she even twisted Daljit's hand and pushed me for seat!.....haha but it was still a very fun game!

But seeing the animals there was really very sad thing. Everyday, they are confined to the four walls and day long, seeing ugly faces looking at them through the glasses through which freedom lies for them...........So many animals are also so close to extinction......We humans are the cause of it[their pain-extinction] and we humans are also their only hope!
There was this monkey Charlie, the way he was sitting quietly and his face then they way he got up and went from corner to corner, it was just so sad, my heart really cried, it was just so sad to see them like that-Imagine yourself away from ur hometown, native place and put in a place where u r confined to four walls and day long, u have ugly faces coming and staring at you, knocking at your cage, urging you to move just because they want to see u in action!......

The way back was one very tiring and long journey! Was really tired and another thing learnt-Fai punches ppl infront of him to stop himself from falling and I was the lucky one to get hit![idiot right?]

The way home was very exhausting.....came home and fell asleep straight away, woke up and bathed then realised was having fever! In the end, from today's journey, I have realised that no pain or injury is bigger or greater than what the animals suffered and are suffering.
They are suffering because of humans selfishness of killing the animals to obtain a part of them for medical purposes! How selfish and evil can we humans get? We are killing and bringing them to extinction just because we want our health!! We are so cruel to bring these animals to extinction just for our benefit.....how much more cruel and heartless can we get!!??!!Isn't it time that we wake up and open up our eyes to see what we are doing to this world?

WAKE UP GUYS AND SEE THE PAIN AND SUFFERING YOU ARE CAUSING THE THINGS AND ANIMALS AROUND YOU! Just because they cant speak and tell abt the suffering or scream out their pain, is it fair to do INJUSTICE to them? They are also LIVING CREATURES-TYR AND BE FAIR TO ALL THOSE LIVING, whether they can SPEAK OR NOT!

X'mas Party '07

Friday[14/12]-After lessons finished today, we waited for Nan Shi to hand up the BIZ FINANCE project-finally finished it! It was such a relief to have finally finished the Damn Project-seriously shouldn't have started it so late. Due to the project, Nans had to miss her lessons today-very sorry abt that, gurl. After handing it up[first team to hand up!!!], made my way home. After so long, I arrived home early! Since I came home early, there was no lunch so went to Koufu to eat. Came back then wrapped up my present before packing and leaving for Reka's house. Took 161 to Woodlands Interchange then I forgot the bus to take to her house.......Wondered around before finally asking the information counter. As I made my way to the bus area, I saw Shamsul. Haha, very suprising to see him there. Took the bus to Reka's house, didn't see the police station so got down at the later bus stop. Walked to her house. Waited for her to keep her dog before going up. Finally, she started on me. From 4.10 all the way to 6, my dearest Reka spent her time doing me up. Thanks so much for the makeover Reka. U did a seriously wonder job. I was so startled upon seeing myself.
Then, I took the mrt to Farrer Park. Saw Shachin there, the fella just went past! Haha, next met another A'team member-Felicia. We both then waited for Rachel together. Finally, was very stunned to see RACHEL when she arrived! OMG-she was like totally transformed! She was like so so Feminine haha.......then, the three of us made our way to CSC[Civil Service Club]. Registered, gave the present then made our way to the toilet for touch-up haha. Finally, the doors opened. Went inside-nice setting to the place. Set with the usual group of people-Vee n his date, Farah, Shams-he was really looking very wonderful,Marjuk,Nabil, Rac n Me.
The whole event started off with some interesting games. There was Left-Right,for this, we had to pass the two parcels left or right depending on the narration-finally when it was over, Rachel got a very nice drawer fillled with sweets,which she distributed to the whole table[haha as usual, a sweetie pie] and Farah got a inflatable ball,which Vee was kind of enough to blow up for her.Haha.....Next was the Fashion Charade. Nabil was chosen from our table along with Hui Ling, Khairul, Shafiq and Fizah. The way he described Vee, was very nice and unique-haha. Other words given to perform were-Nisa cant hear what we are saying, Shams and Marjuk went to eat with Mr Guru after Kick It! and more.....haha very interesting game. Next was the fashion parade-Suprise, suprise, I was chosen for it!! Along with me was Rachel and three more gurls.....For guys, there were Vee, Marjuk, Shams, Nazrul and Tian Long......It was a very interesting show-I was partnered with Vee....haha but infront of him, I was a dumdum....he danced and all I did was stare at him in amazement....haha but it was a fun thing for me.....my legs were shivering the whole time and I was afraid they wud give way....haha luckily they didnt!
The food was kinda nice....esp the fish....quite filling as well........There was also the video done up by Thaim Wei-it was so very nice and funny.......
After the whole event, it was clean up and photo taking time! It was great fun taking photos with everyone......After that, there were plans to go to Swensens to eat....Me n Rac were on for it at first but after that, Dad said eh was coming so unfortunately for us, couldnt go with them!
But nonetheless, it was a great party which I enjoyed a lot and it was very fun. Great job committee....I was truly grateful to Reka for spending time and helping me do my hair, make up, style as well as accessorize-Thanks very much for everything Da!!!

Here are some photos [wud post more after i get from Az n Nisa]:

Rac n Me-She was looking so HOTT

Rac, Me n Farah-Stuck between the Beaus

The whole Gang!

Rac n Me-again!

FRP-after a long time....haha...unfortunately, no doves on Fai's head[if not it wud look nicer]

Rac, Az n Me

The BF Girls

Fb Girls-Me, Rac, Farah n Az

OMG! What's Happening??!!

I seem to be just running without an END in sight!!!!

OMG-I dont know what's happening!!!

Everything is moving so fast! Now is already week 9, week 10 & 11 are going to be burnt up by project [Biz Law, EFS & MM]. Some much things are to be done, people to meet up with [darling, besties, teacher]. I seriously don't know whats happening!!!

It's like so fast week 9 is here. After the hols, 4 weeks later, revision for exams would start! Attachment afte CNY...........seriously, the time is moving by too fast!!!

As for attachment, am feeling very anxious-really hope I do get it but at the same time, there is a fear as well as a reluctant part in me....haha well, we shall see what is destined for me LoL.

Also, am missing my bro a lot. Here I am so freaking stressed up and there he is enjoyuing himself, going to places, meeting relatives and having a break! Really miss him a lot-the house is too quiet......only good thing-no one to fight with me for the usage of the laptop haha......=P

NYP Adventure Race 2007

Today was the NYP Adventure Race....which I had initially took part with Rabbit [Reka] but unfortunately, due to unenthusiasm, I ended up teaming up with my Dino [Nisa]. The whole race was quite fun and interesting and the planning was simply awesome and fool-proof[Kudos to the team for that].


Here's the whole plan of the race:

1)The first obstacle was the Sudoku challenge in which we had to go around the school, hunting for clues. It was rather interesting to be going up and down, looking left and right for the clue while collaborating with the others. I got trouble from my legs-it was so painful running and even walking, that I just gave up and took them out-walking around in my socks.

2)We had to walk all the way to Seletar reservoir then do canoeing then walk back to school. It was rather fun doing canoeing-very enjoyable. I hd forgotten to bring my medicine-so I was alredy punctured at the start, really couldn't run[am very sorry My Dino for that-truly sorry].Haha for some reason, whenever Dino paddled, the canoe would go in the direction it was not suppose to. In the end, after stepping into the water with our shoe and socks on, bumping into the trees and going to wrong directions, we managed to put together and finish the task.

3)After arriving back in school-next task involved going into the SWIMMING POOL[WooHoo]. We had to pull ourselved to the other side, look inside the pool to memorize a picture then answer a question related to the picture. In my opinion, Nisa was rather a nerve wreck-asking all the question and the way she went-haha it ws very cute. But I am so proud of her that she pulled herself across to the end-Well Done, my Dino! Next, when I went, the stupid life vest irritated me lots-it was like it was trying to choke me! Haha, I looked at the picture and just had a brief glimpse. When, I reached the end adn the question allocated to us was-How many drinks were there in the picture?-I was totllay dumbstruck. I hadn't counted it!!! Haha, thankfully, the facilitator gave us option-11,12 and 13-I just guessed 12-And it was RIGHT!! Haha, awesome lucky guess!!

However, our passport got wet and it was totally wet! When we took it out, it broke into pieces. We didn't know what to do!! The facilitator even told us to be DQ!!!Our hearts totally sank-to be DQ after doing and going through those activities!!! Luckily, Nisa just decided to go through with our passport being in the pathetic state!

4)For this part, we had to do archery! We were given five attempts to shoot atleast 3/5 shots into the blue/yellow or red areas. For our first attempt, we failed. I shot once and it landed on the black area-haha. We tried another round-and this time we did it!! Haha.....it was rather fun.

5)This part involved absailing and belaying. Dino did absailing while I was the belayer. When Nisa had to absail down, I was rather freaked out at the tot that her safety totally lied with me!! If I were to let go of the rope-that would be it!!!

6)On our way to this checkpoint, it had started to drizzle!!! We had to navigate around the whole field given the degree and metres and find number tags to fill in the answers. For our first attempt, we went off course and were unable to find our fourth answer so we decided to redo! This time, we found all the correct answers except the last one[unable to find it]. So, we jsut stopped at 5 and lucky for us, the five were correct.

7)We reached this check point to find out that they had 'Closed Shop'...haha so we just made our way to the last checkpoint-the finishing point.

Overall-the whole event was really very fun as well as exhausting! I am so thankful to Nisa for understanding and tolerating me. I am very happy to have done this event with you-Thanks a lot for everything!! These kind of events test everything-from ur stamina to ur capability to u overcoming ur fear as well as ur frenship! For someone to ask the fren to move aside and hurt the fren for the objective of going ahead-haha......[I may be very Sensitive but it was really painful-both internally and externally!]! I am so thankful that Nisa tolerated and motivated me...So happy that Azlina felt proud of me not giving up-haha am so happy with myself as well-I overcame every temptation to give up! My objective of joining the race was to just go and have fun and enjoy every obstacle in the way. I did the race while walking around only in my socks....walk in it all the way to the caoening place and all the way back with the sock tearing half way to the place, I am happy that I did it and didn't give up at all!!

I fell flat upon reaching home and am now walking around with an aching body! Every step hurts so much,my soles are so painful and sore and there is so much work to be done!! Haha, as they say-this is LIFE!

Link-http://ultimateadventurer.blogspot.com/

Missing Him

I am so missing him right now......no matter how we were before, it is so different not having him around.......No one to fight the laptop or the phone over with, no one to disturb me, no one for me to disturb., no one for me to scold and shout at......The house is like so totally QUIET without him-it is like coming home to an empty place.....One thing I regret-not going to send him off [but even if I had gone, his fren wud have irritated me off n as usual, he wud have supported his fren!]
It's only been 2 days and I am like this, how am I going to survive all the way till February? He won't be there for Christmas, for my lil bro's b'day, to tease me when I cry on New Year's Eve-he is gonna be so missed for so many things..........
On the other side-am so jealous that he is gonna be enjoying himself, meeting cousins, going places and most importantly meeting my grandparents-Miss them so much!
But, wadeva, no matter wad I feel, say or write, nothing is gonna change, I didn't get to go during my hols-it is a fact that has been sealed and left to collect dust.......He was lucky enuf to get a chance to go, to have people welcoming him, people who are happy with his arrival, people who didn't give a shit care abt me, people who think that i wud be redundant wherever I go....I guess that is wad my life is abt-People feeling that I am a redundant person who is just using up too much space and breathing up too much oxygen...........


For some reason, I have just been feeling very down lately in terms of -Family, Friends, Relationships, School and Life-Life is seriously just sucky for me at the moment!!!As usual-Parde ke Piche Parda re...[There's a mask behind a mask on every face].

Guess I have to liven up a bit and life and enjoy life while I can, Live every minute while making it a happy wan [said by a fren].
Am gonna try and do so..................We shall see :)

Stupid Me

Today is the anniversary of the day when I decided to take the stupid decision of changing my life for the worse-the reason being the stupid incident.......

I dont know why I was so naive to believe that I could prevent any such incident by changing myself to who I am today. I tot that if I did what I did, everything would go smoothly but how was I to know, at that time, that I would be making my life more miserable.

How was I to know, at that time, that people would ridicule at me as well as judge me for who I am on the outside?

Whatever it is, whatever happened has happened, nothing can change the past, no one can predict whatever is going to happen in the future.........WHATEVER IS WRITTEN IN OUR FATE, WOULD TAKE COURSE NO MATTER WHAT!

At the time when I need my friends the most, I feel neglected by them. Though I am there when they cry, I have no shoulder to lean on.....When I need someone to be there for me, they are not there at all. I have no one to share my pain as well as trouble with, no one who I can be confident that would be there to take care of me if I were to fall sick.....

This makes me realise that in the end, who is there for me? Only my family....even relatives can't be trusted as to when they can change.....................So why even bother making friends at all?-Answer: so that we can make use of each other during the course of time that we are together....So WHY BOTHER-JUST ENJOY YOUR TIME AND DO YOUR BEST FOR YOUR STUDIES......

Standard Chartered

Met up with Rachel then we made our way to school. First time going to school so late-it was so weird tapping in to go in.....went to the meeting room....slacked all the way till 2....got up then we took the bus to Padang.

We were briefed a while then we slept!! Can't believe that I actually fell asleep on the ground!!! First experience....it was weird..Then we woke up and did out job which was to usher the runners to their appropriate stands while telling them to not sit at the steps.

One thing is for sure-Singaporeans don't know how to listen to people and there are some who if they see others commiting suicide, they would also go and follow suit! It was so freaking irritating! Telling them to move in then they would od their head and yet just stay there then there were those who when told to move would say-but those people are still there what. Even the security people gave up hope on them. Seriously, people should have a mind of their own and learn to listen to people cause whatever is said is for own as well as others benefit.

There were a few weird runners-firstly, there was a wedding couple along with the priest who was even carrying a holy bible 'book', there was a 66-year-'young' Spiderman who ran 42.195 KM! Then, there was the Kids Dash-which was so freaking cute.......some kids were walking while some were being carried by their parents.OMG-I am sure the youngest one was only a few months old! Haha they were really very cute.

The weather was so freakin weird-it was so cold during the night but so freaking hot in the morning and afternoon. Was really very tired and moreover, irritated at the thigns we were told to do! Obviously, these people had a lot of money to waste employing so many people. Was really very sick at the end of it. Vomitted once then when, I went back, I saw stars in front of me. Was so scared that would faint then the poor people would have to carry me haha...so made my way to the resting place. After a while more, it was finally OVER!

Decided to take bus home but got confused and in the end, called down my friend and took MRT with her.

Went home, it is so quiet now since my bro is gone-Am sure he is gonna enjoy himself alot but he would surely be missed........slept until 8, woke up to find the whole house EMPTY!! then went back to sleep waking up at 10 plus .I had to take ICT answers from Nisa. Wasn't feeling so well-vomitted around 4-5 times, went back to sleep again while planning to wake up at 6...haha woke up at 6.45, woke Nisa up but went back to sleep myself haha.....finally awoke at 8! Studied ICT abit-the test am sure am gonna be a GONER but whatver, I seriously don't understand it a bit! Whatver....hahaha.........Got to go and get ready!

Kick It '07

Friday-spent the day in school. Met up with Nisa at YCK Station then went to school. Rachel came and then we indulged in SHAKER FRIES-HAHA. We were eating the fries like crazy. Anyway, after that, went to AMK-bought a headband and bubble tea.[Haha-had bought my sneakers on Thursday-Love 'em Lots!]

Went back to school then after a while, we went to Jalan Kayu to eat-OMG the food was really very filling-Me and Rachel had decided to share 2 egg and 1 plain prata and also iced milo. However, we were full with one egg prata itself!

Went back to school and slacked around here and there. Then, we went outside and chatted away till 3 plus. Fell alseep then woke up around 5 plus. Bathed and got ready-my eyes were like ghosts......

Anyway, the whole Kick It '07 event was lots of fun....there was hot sun streaming on our faces but nevertheless, the pros outweighed the cons. But, at the event of it, there was an announcement for which I have nothing to say.....but one thing is for sure-I just realised that since when am I so attached to this club? Why do I have feelings for it? I wasn't like this for my previous CCAs...then, why the change now? Though, I don't know the reason, one thing is for sure-I am gonna learn to distant myself so that won't be hurt by it again. Unexpected things certainly do happen and shock you away, though you may not understand the reason why at all.....

Came home and slept for a while....have to go for Standard Chartered later on.......

People......

As I listened to her, I felt her pain, to be surrounded by a friend who just keeps coming in, I understand. To have a friend who for some reason, is always there, haunting her like a shadow, I understand. But the thing I dont understand is -WHY??? Why does that person keep coming in between her and them? Why doesnt the person learn to 'Back Off'??

Then for some reason-the answer comes to mind-A is into the guy my fren hangs around with and my instant reaction is-WTH!!! Haha, its weird but by doing this, A is already showing that she is a possessive person. My friend tries to be understanding to this reason, then, all of a sudden, she realises that she herself is into that guy!

I laugh at this while she cries. I try to sympathise with her however, she feels dejected and is uncontrollable.......What can I say? How do I comfort her?

This makes me realise that people have strange and unique ways of showing their emotions and feelings. Well, as the saying goes, if you want something, it is better to get it before it is too late. What can I say to my friend? It is not too late but if she were to tell the guy now, her friendship with A would be over! So that dumby is choosing to keep her friendship with A instead of going for the guy......Haiz-what to do? What to do?

Well, one thing is for sure-THE WORLD IS COMPLICATED!!!!