Pain

Am in so much pain.......
-Eyes hurt from the tears that flow like a tap that can't be closed...trying to relax by closing my eyes only makes it worse with the images flashing before my eyes.......
-Legs hurting from the stupid wound.....I chose the medicine from the fear of operation and pain....instead, it is so much more freaking painful now.....Shoes are a torture-Thank god for the slipper if not my leg wud have died by the second week.........
-Emotional pain from all that is happening around me....so much confusion...so much misunderstand.....so much suffering....so much jealousy....so much anger!

All I know I wanna do is to go HOME.....but where is my home? Does your home have to be the place where you stay? WHERE EXACTLY IS HOME?