Finally, tomorrow is the day. Do I call her sister or sis-in-law now? Do I call him brother or bro-in-law? Haha....it is just so funny how some relationships change over time and bondings grow closer....talking about all these, I realise that I don't really "suka" my cousins [Dad's side]...Mereka semua, aku tak tahu-Jahat esp dua yang sedang tinggal di Singapore right now..........My blood just boils......Kak-Dia sedang tinggal di dunia her own........
Dia cari kita bila dia perlukan pertolongan kita sahaja.....dan Abang-haiz, what to say? Dia pergi dan complain kepade emak dia sebab why kami tidak bangun kan dia....I mean-OMG-there is a little thing called responsibility and initiative...Ibu, Bapak and adik aku sedang pergi untuk 3 minggu dan kau tak boleh bangun untuk just say Bye kepada mereka?....Other times, kau boleh bangun on ur own accord and untuk ini, kau tak banggun and kau blame kepada kami-kalau nak complain....pergi la dan complain about semua kepada mak kau, ok?
This is how the world is right now-Help others and they only bite you/backstab you from the back.
Sekarang mak dia terlalu risau dengan anak lelaki dia pasal sekarang orang gaji (mak saya) dah takde dan aku bukan macam apa dia thinks a normal girl shud be like[traditional girl]-I am not the sort who thinks that only girls shud work-The world is revolving....Men are beomcing househusbands now.....since all of us are out the whole day, we shud help each other with the house work load as well....macam mana anak raja tu nak selamat.....kalau boleh, aku nak lari daripada semua ini.....
My life is seriously very sucky at the moment in terms of everything....surviving without parents guidance, having a **** time with relatives and worst of all is friends...I am unable to meet them and mujhe nahin peta ki they mera situation samjhe pa rahe hain ya nahin......aggar nahin, to mein kya kar hi sakti hoon....already ek korner mein pek gayi hoon upar se yeh sab...............especially kuch aise dosth jo ki ab bat hi nahin kar rahe hain..........What to do?-I wanna run away...I just wanna run away from all these!
MY LIFE IS SERISOULY S***ING BIG TIME!
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