Happenings

Ok......quite a week has passed.....

Mon-went out and spent some time with her and am so freaking happy...Like finding a sis and the more I go out, the more connection I feel :D

Tues to Thurs wasn't much of a big deal........shouting and what else but sweet things happened as well.

Fri-went out with 3 other ladies and a girl....headed for the COMEX show. Damn crowded...didn't expect that much crowd for a weekday. Didn't even need to figure out the way, all had to do was to follow the crowd....Anyway, it was fun still, quite crazy and all-got to see how nuts Singaporeans really get.

Anyway, got myself a Video Cam....haha preparations are starting ;) Haven't really explored it yet....it's sitting in the cupboard in its original wrapping-this is how long my interest lasts......But am so excited....Didn't get to buy my ear pieces though because of someone and something irritating things that happened [if I have my way, I would have locked her at Home!!!]...instead, my mom and me treated them to snacks and drinks from the Toast Box [it was very nice].

I find myself doing things that she like, I have no idea why but I just wanna bring a smile on her face, is it wrong? Anyway, gave her the birthday gift and am so happy she loved it....I totally loved what she said to me-Buy things for people which they want and you know they would use if not, it would just be resting away and collecting dust, the key to doing that is knowing the person well enough.......

Anyway, saw this totally awesome person, was just srucked by him, there was a sense of familiarity with him and also strangeness, but in the end, the sickenign crowd of Dhoby Ghaut drowned him with itself........haiz, but I was totally............

Moreover, the latest promo of Imran Khan's film is so the uber cool......words really fail to describe hima dn his looks and the change he has gone through...........
If you are interested, check out this link and also while there, check out Dostana's promo-"We are Gay"=haha, looks to be a crazy movie. Click HERE for the link.

Wronged

I feel so bad for having wronged her. I guess the bad experience I had, forced me to jump to conclusion but whatever the reason-I am sorry and I am so happy that she is like this.....Is my wish finally going to come true whereby I would have a lovable one to go out with and everything? I pray and hope so....... :)

Anyway, the outing with her was so fun. It was like going out on a carefree and simple yet beautiful talk. I just wished it didn't have the aura of rushing in it and yet apart from that, it was mind blowing and perfect...

Finally there are some cds at home to watch and yet, we are not able to watch it....I am so anxiously anticipating the IT show....Would we be able to get a new one???? Please....

I guess whatever is happening around, truly shows that even though you are family, in the end only your own family sticks with you, not even your blood cousin. No wonder FAMILY stands for Father and Mother, I Love You!

Haiz.....so many things and the other thing-I am so hooked onto Coffee Prince...... I can keep on watching it over and over and over and over and over again....TOTALLY-I have no idea why but it is just so captivating.........I guess, we all yearn for something that we know would not ever happen and for that reason, we choose to stick into this fiction world.....

Emo

Am feeling mixed emotions.......Went to send off Parvin, the tears just flowed......I mean like what she said-I don't even talk so regularly to her and yet, a dear one was flying off for a while and yet.......After we left from there, I just felt a mixed bag of feelings-sadness, tiredness, anger and pain.......and everything is ending.....In the end, what used to happen in Sec school, it is happening all over again-then was May, now is a bigger group of dear ones......History does repeat itself -F**K..............

My life is so the freaking screwed up right now. Things are like this here...am so freaking angry at both of them....she is so so so so ........ and she is so weak-it is totally unexpected from her. Well, this is part and parcel of life and for her to blame it, I think is totally unfair. How can she have expected whatever is happening-All she did, she did with your welfare at heart! Just feeling like screaming at her for the way she is, you are a kiddo, stay a kiddo!

Family life is another screwed up section.....I mean we are family for crying out loud and you did this all for the .....? I mean he did whatever he could for your benefit, he helped so much and this is how you repay him?!!? Someone who has a longer relationship with you than her? This is how strong your relationship is?-F*** U! Hello, we are a family....not a political arena where this politics and fight is going on-F***K all of you!

Had it not been for them, I don't even think I would want to go......I am already having double thoughts but because of them, I convince myself to go...........And I hope to see them when I go there-Please GOD!

"Behind the smile, there's a person who just ..... .. ......"

UPDATES

OK, shall only post a few pictures for the time being.....

This was the cake we got for our kind, hardworking and extremely helpful teacher!!!!

The most craziest and hardworking team............haha....

M y niece and brother during the Rakhi celebration. She is a notorious devil....that's for sure-Overtaking her brother, the flirt.....haha

That's it for the time being.....Extremely tired to type out anything-tired of, sleeping late due to watching korean drama and having to wake up extremely early..........and not getting to sleep again until evening but am still tired............

Anyway, tom a dear friend of ours, Parvin is going to depart for Finland to complete her final semseter as well as have fun adn broaden her network, anyway, what else can I say for this but
-All The Best , Parvin
-Have fun and enjoy yourself
-Study smart and play hard
-Have lots and lots and lots of FUNNNNNN :)
We would definitely be missing you a lot esp. your bestie-haha

08-08-08

What a day!!! My tv is spoiled-the whole day has gone in boredom and with em cursing the tv for breaking down at this point of time....like seriously-tom is national day, today the Beijing games started and it had to break down?!!!! This shows how dependent on we are on the tv for entertainment....the whole day was like such a total BORE!!! I want TV!!!!

Song Translation for Reka

Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
[Sometimes in life, Aditi, someone feels like our own]

Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai
[Sometimes when they are separated, it feels like a dream]

Aise mein koi kaise apnne aasun ko behene se roke
Aur kaise koi soch de
Everythings gona be ok
[How can anyone stop their tears from flowing in such situation, how can anyone think everythings gonna be ok]

Kabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na maza
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din muskhil Aur har pal ek saza
[Sometimes it feels that in life, there's no more happiness and fun,
Sometimes it feels that everyday is difficult and every moment a punishment]

Aise mein koi kaise muskuraye kaise hasde kush ho ke
Aur kaise koi soch de
Everything gona be ok
[How can anyone stop their tears from flowing in such situation, how can anyone think everythings gonna be ok]

Soch zara janejaa tujhko hum kitna chahte hai
Roote hai hum bhi agar teri aakhon mein aasun aate hain
Gana to aata nahi hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain
[Just think how much we like you, we cry when there are tears in your eyes, though we don't know how to sing, we sing]

Hey aditi maan kabhi ,kabhi sare jahan mein andhera hota hai
Lekin raat ke baad hi to savera hota
[Hey Aditi, accept that sometimes everywhere gets covered with darkness but after every night only it becomes day]

Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai
[Sometimes in life, Aditi, someone feels like our own
Sometimes when they are separated, it feels like a dream]

Hey aditi hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde tu zara
Nahi to bas thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda muskura
[Hey Aditi, just laugh if not then smile a lil for us]

Tu Kush Hai to lage ki jahan mein chai hai kushi
Suraj nikle badlon se aur baate zindagi
Sunto zara madhosh hawa tujhse kehne lagi
[When you are happy, everywhere seems to be covered with happiness, the sun comes out from the clouds and tells life to lsiten to what the wind are telling us]

Ki Aditi woh ko bichadte hain ek na ek din phir mil jate hain
Aditi jane tu ya jaane na phool phir khil jate hain
[That Aditi, those who get separated are united one day again,
you may or may not know that the flower will blossom again]

Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai
[Sometimes in life, Aditi, someone feels like our own
Sometimes when they are separated, it feels like a dream]

Hey aditi hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde tu zara
Nahi to bas thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda muskura
[Hey Aditi, just laugh if not then smile a lil for us]

Hey aditi hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde tu zara
Nahi to bas thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda muskura
[Hey Aditi, just laugh if not then smile a lil for us]


This a direct translation from the song. Aditi is the name of the girl they are singing the song for. Seriously, once reading through and listening to the song, I can totally relate to it and am so happy to say that those who got separated from me are now united again.....just so the very happy... :D

Seeing those words was kinda painful-I don't know if it was a dream or what but it felt real and whatever be it, the dream is now shattered.....Well, whatever is to happen will happen and would not change by how we want it to.

Happy, Happy, Happy :)

I am HAPPY, VERY, VERY HAPPY!!!
I am HAPPY, VERY, VERY HAPPY!!!
I am HAPPY, VERY, VERY HAPPY!!!
I am HAPPY, VERY, VERY HAPPY!!!
I am HAPPY, VERY, VERY HAPPY!!!

Just feeling very happy with the way things are going! It's really nice....like what she said-"our friendship has gone through a test and passed with flying colours!". Like they say, after a relationship comes out of a test, it becomes stronger and I am so happy that it has.....am really just very very very happy!-Thanks Girls, for having endured me and tolerated with my nonsense and yet made things become normal now-LOVE YOU!!!....She is right-GOD is a great player, he makes us go through great things and at the end of the tunnel, he ensures that there is light at the end of it.....THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!.....I just realised that I am very satisfied with my life-My Family [for the way the are and for the reason for the way they are] and for my Friends [for tolerating me and my nonsense]-THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!...........Am just very HAPPY!

Projects

The end of one torture and the beginning of another is here. Projects are all over and everything and exams are gonna start for which no preparations have been done.

Projects were ok, not bad and sad!!!! Quite happy with CMFI and Investment marks, lakin phir bhi ek part rahega jo kehta hai-kash hame aur milta.....I mean, isn't it natural-When u put in your all, having mates come over and stay just to complete the damn project, go up and down and run around, meeting teachers and all....I mean, seriously speaking I wasn't so hyped up about Consumer Banking......then to realise-I wasn't hyped up about the rest projects as well cos they were Last Min!.....I realise I lose interest in things if they are to be last min but still, I did it with my all, I still loved the work tat I did for the projects and for General Insurance.....I still remember being anxious about it and everything at night......but in the end, after all the squabbles and fights [so called-in my opinion, it was all about everybody being tired and scared for the completion of the project] we completed it.

But overall, we got what we deserved.......except for Insurance, though they might say that we don't deserve it because of all that happens, I still am happy but in the end, the happiness is short-lived......the mark is going.........


Overall, at least projects are done and the lesson learnt is to start doing your projects early.....now, it is time to hit the books and I realise that main ek fool hoon-completely....main dushro ka help karungi even woh mere pardhne ke time mein khai....I don't know why......-Haiz, what to do-Main Aisi Hi Hoon!