~THE END~

After three whole years, it has all come to an end and surprisingly, it doesn't seem to have sunk in yet, no emotions being felt, no plans and such just fear of what is ahead. Admission, Orientations, Year 1 [S1&S2], Year 2 [TEP & S1], IPP and finally Year 3 [S1&S2]-> in the end, the whole road has come to an end....Have to say that the whole trip was a really adventurous and one with lots of lessons learnt. I met lots of great frens, dear ones whom I shall always cherish-Love You Guys Lots, All The Best To You-KEEP IN TOUCH!!!

Frankly speaking, the feeling these few days have been really strong ones, I myself have no idea why I am feeling this way and it just got worse with today...in the end, mara use kuch kader hi nahi, in the end-I felt used, hurt and disappointed.....anyway, sab kuch to katem hai...woh to kabhi apne aur se communicate hi nahin karti-it's always been one way, I just stupidly realised, and well, agar aasa hi hai....then, we shall see ehan se aage kaise chalta hai...Seriously speaking, I don't know why i am feeling so hurt and all over it but yesterday, wadever happened-it left me astounded...Just remembered that a good friend once said that my life is complicated, I tot to myself is it really or do I make it out to be=Conclusion, it is!

And talking about that-I am so glad that the episode started by her is finally over=he is taken!!! Woohooo, no more SIL/BIL bull-shit, hahaha!!!

HOLI is coming-14th March, Khalsa Club Field....
To those interested, do come down and enjoy!!
Woohooo-time to have a blast: colouring + DANCING!!!!

I am now officially in love with this song and I have no idea why but I am just attracted to it....enjoy!!! I guys because it has the words , Dil roya, which I feel like.....

Slumdog Millionaire

As a special pre-valentine date, Nisa, Rac and I went for Slumdog Millionaire-OMG the movie si damn nice and sweet. Dev Patel is damn hot-he is so good looking and tall......Really love the storyline, overall-just felt that it showed that no matter how, in one way or another-you would find your loved one. I loved how the guy would go looking for the girl the two times and without even talking-he would know tat it is her.......

Overall-have to say la: you would fall in love with this movie-the way it depicts India in a way never seen before-the craziness and the bitter truth all are very lovable!

Loved this ending song-the way they dance and the two kids-its so damn cute!!!

Random Photos

Ok, had to clear out some memory space from my phone so decided to transfer some photos-where else better to keep them than to post it up. So enjoy :-

Mita wif her Food

Eye Trick

Sweet lil gifts from Nans

The first time ever I saw a pic of Jiralda!

Them making a fool out of themselves.....

Finally, a decent shot of the B****!!

As you can see from the quality of the photos, SE's 3.2 Mp is of good quality yea-Look at the quality pics ;)

Genda Phool

I have no idea why but I am just in love with this song-it is stuck on repeat mode. I just love the way the music flows and some of the lyrics are funny ;)

Genda Phool -

Cars and Baby

Haha-I did it!! I am so damn happy la-with God's grace, I have been successful on my first attempt=THANK YOU SO MUCH BAGHWAN! I am so happy! Haha, the next step would come after exams. The following day after exams, I am so gonna rush adn apply, push them all into one lump and get it done and over with and after that-WOOHOO=I wanna dribe ;)

This is one beauty I am head over heels about-SUVs idea gone because of what cuz said and so, currently it is this baby-I have no idea why but I just love the back design!!!

For some reasons, the heart jsut yearns for certain thigns upon seeing them eg. Cars and the other is babies-they are jsut so cute la!!! They are so small, cute and damn innocent!!-OMG I Luv Babies!!!!

Breaking down....

For the first time, I ever saw her break down in front of me and that really pained my heart...seriously, the tears dropping were really precious-Despite being a strong person, she broke down for this: it really touched my heart: Love You two puters ;) -An unforgettable event=totally!

Sat Outing

OK, firstly-the day started off with going to Nans House-Damn fun and the food was damn great esp the Shepherd's Pie-The food was simply fabulous!! So lazed around there, Nans help me get a plastic for Mita's frame and then watched Spongebob-A hilarious episode-haha....anyway, also watched a Korean movie-it was very sweet and touching one then wanted to watch Korean drama but along the way, it got changed into Vasantham central-showing a makeover show then watched Hindi movie.....seriously speaking, the time went by very damn fast!!! Nans-thanks so much for inviting-it was totally a great fun and must say a great way of ending off all the projects and such-THANK YOU NAN SHI!!!
Photos wud be up soon....

After that, headed off to Youth Park to meet my two babies-Van and Mita! Well, we had an early dinner-already very stuffed and so we sat and took our time finishing it off....while Mita was buying drinks, Van and I were discussing how to suprise Mita. Seeing all the buses passing by, I had the urge to take a bus and go somewhere so we were debating on whether to suprise her at Vivo rooftop or at Changi Airport. In the end, we remained seated at the Youth Partk, watching the dance happening and with Van sitting and wishing for him to come-which suprisingly, didn't happen.

Well, in the end, we jsut suprised Mita there and then. The monkey tot that the wrapped present I was carrying was my FYP, which she wanted to see. So, in the end, we made her open it and the expression she had-was totally austonding! She was like totally jumping around and well, I jsut can't describe it-haha, but we were so happy she liked it. Then, we had a mini cake cutting ceremony-the cake was so damn NICE!! Suprisingly, we received a week early Valentine's day gift from Mita-totally unexpected and then, haha I suprised them myself-I jsut love suprising these two darlings cos they are jsut so lovable to suprise-and toady, I saw Mita wearing it-ALL THE BEST for tom Girl!!!!
A mistake had been made been made for which I ask forgiveness-Please forgive me cos this is the last time am ever doing such a thing-I seek thy forgiveness, please forgive me as a little child making a mistake-I Am Very Sorry: Please don't ask abt this.

Love is in the Air

"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return but what is the most painful is loving someone and never telling them about it!"

When life is down and all and you look around-the people who are there are the ones who would always be there for you-> I am a sucker when it comes to relationship and all. I would become very emotionally attached and the slightest thing would bring the whole thing collapsing down and I am not a person who can take hardship and pain-Seriously sucks, I look like what outside and how I am inside-I really wish to become like my exterior-able to take things without breaking down and such......Sometimes, you yearn for something because you see others having it and such and then when sometimes in the future, you look back and you curse yourself for ever had wanting that and esp. for me-I tend to yearn for things that I know are beyond my league and the worse thing is that it is something I can't get but yet, why do I yearn so much for it? -AArrgghhh: I totally wanna change the mould of my life and I AM GOING TO DO IT BY GRADUATION!!!

Talking about that, projects are all over and exams are coming on top of our heads-it's a wonder as to how they sneak up upon us! Seriously scary-20 more days and Poly life is all going to be over-I have no idea what to do and all=It's happening too fast!!!!

Had lunch outing today-It was damn fun and sinful-Loved it!

Over

Like finally after so long, projects are all over however this also means that there is only 22 more days left before everything and the whole of Poly life comes to an end. It feels like everything is happening so fast and kinda scary. Soon-Poly life would be = Over!!! Today, was the final submission of all projects, and must say that it was quite an eventful one-got reminded of CMFI all over again just that this time, it was a more scarier version. I can conclude one thing that during projects, moods and rages all would fly-seriously fly like crazy!!!

Moreover, the best of friends need not necessarily mean the best of project mates. Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses and it is likely that collision would happen. I think the worst that I have seen and been in would be the one for General Insurance-Nisa, Nans and I think I as well had a mini tiff and after that, I walked away with Nans while Reka stayed behind to cool Nisa down-The first time ever I had seen Nans getting angry! But in the end, despite that day, we are now crazily behaving in class and all that, agar sab log in chote chote tiff ko dil mein leke gumein-tab to tumhari kissise dosti nahin ho paigi. Seriously, I can't believe that I am the one saying this-I am a person who minds the littlest and smallest thing and yet here I am writing this-I have MATURED!!! Agar tum in projects ko apne 2-3 saal ke dosti pe aane do-not very good judgement eh? I mean, I am sad and hurt by the way she is reacting and there is a part that jsut wanna sit down and talk magar usko time mile tab ne baathein?-I mean, come on-I can't even remember the last time we had an informal lunch together whereby we just sat and talked nonsense-I hate when I can't remember this kind of things because it only brings pain and hurt.

But things are going like this, aur mujhe to yehi lagta hai ki hols kje baad, uska pura attention hi hum log ke jegah-dushro pe tha. I mean ok if that's the case magar tab tum kahan se expect kar sakti ho ki hum tumhare haal samjhe?-Well, thigns to abhi ase hi hain-aage chalke dehkete hain ho ga kya........





Countdown-22 DAYS MORE! [only........]

F*** OFF

Currently, my life is at the bottom of the pit-things are going BAD! School life is the worst of all- Projects are a killer!! Right now, I am only awaiting for Wed-then it would all be over: total torture. Limits are being tested, patience is running thin and emotions are running wild-Seriously, projects are killers: F*** Off from my life!! Yet, I know this can't be done cos no matter where I go, .... are always going to be around at every step of my life-Sucks!

Seriously, I don't know why I am feeling like this but with, I just feel ourselves drifting apart. I don't know why is it so and all but I am tired. Seriously saying-I am the type agar tum mat ao, main tumse gussa ho jaungi cos in the end, I just feel being used of-and the feelin hurts la.....I don't know how this is going to end!


Right now, I feel like watching this movie-I feel that this movie would also give the same feeling as Swades-the bad thing is that=you heart would yearn so much and yet you would know that there is no point because it isn't possible.


Another sweet video-haha I didn't know SRK was in the song=luvs