Marina Barrage Outting

Ok apparently the flu bug seems to be spreading around the house esp wif Dad and Anshu catching it and passing on...Was feeling so tired and lethargic during tuition yesterday and I kept sneezing non-stop, and the dear student of mine called me a Devil!!!-reason being that I give too much homework?!?

Well, met up wif the Mynah and B***h at Marina Barrage. It was steaming hot-totally! Was perspiring non-stop! Well the one thing that I have learnt from India trip is to always have a hankie with you-it does a much more better job than tissue paper......
Well: it was cam-whoring time, which was more or less the reason that we went there apart from meeting up...haha ....well it was great fun taking the pics but being the stiff person I am, most of my pics turned out so bad that I look like an idiot in them......

After wandering around and all-we went off to see the movie-FAME! It is damn nice and very very sweet n inspiring kinda movie, I guess to me the main thing learnt from the movie is to discover what u r capable of and keep heading towards your destination no matter whatever obstacles you face, whether big or small-Just keep moving On!



The pics taken during Marina Barrage outting:-

scenery...
Well, turns out tat I love shots of water....so here are a few:-
love this fountain...

totally in love with this shot-wud be so perfect w/o the construction sign behind..

loves...

loves once again...

Well, turns out tat Nisa has some sorta obsession wif legs/feets, so here are pics of our feets....

Our shoes/sandals...

In the water...

Footprints of the 3 of us...

Photos of Us: Tall, Grande and Venti

Ok, I so don look like myself here....posing and all, haha...

Me and Rac under the water...

Us two again...playing wif water..

Finally, the three of us....

Pics of Jus Me:-

Me, wearing the Mynahs shades....

In the water :D

After having got splashed at by the Mynah-Rac took this shot of me....hmmm the drop from the nose looks stupid....

Kicking and getting myself wet...

Splashing and getting myself wet...

lazing around....

This looks stupid I guess??? haha.....

My fav pic of the lot of myself.....totally love this pic!!!!

Photos for BB

Bittu Bhaiya-my very first cuz bro for whom I tied Rakhi in India, which I also celebrated there for the first time ever. Haha, frankly speaking as compared to the prev trip, BB has matured and grown up alot becos all I can rmb of the prev trip is that he used to bully me a lot but this time, he was very much nicer and very brotherly.......


He came down to Reyav and was the first one to whom I tied since he did it early at ard 2....Haha worse thing was when he asked me to sing!-I tot he was joking but apparently not and luckily for me, I had my S. Mausi-who became my rep and sang for me......haha the song which Rosy so cutily sang and danced to at night....

Bittu Bhaiya-these r all the Rakhi pics that I have.....I am awaiting to receive from u-Which I hope had better be SOON!!!!!!

Other pics wif BB in it....

Cant believe tat I look like so dumb in this pic......

Hmm the single pic I took wif him turned out to be corrupted.........only the one wif him turns out this way...haha....I still cant forget the way he and Gollu Bhaiya went to buy the tea cups and they came back so happily wif the huge ones and had to go and make another round....



Frankly speaking, its really cool tat Buas house has internet now. At least we can chat and best of all is webcam and in this way, the missing feeling is less painful as am able to see them, smiling and running about and even got to see MB being made into a cook and his chowmin, which he didnt make for me-humph! Haha, at this times, one is really thankfully to technology.....

Miss u guys lots!

Suprised!

Mita is going India! WOW-this is totally sudden and what is even more surpising is that she actually stays in Barhalganj, Gorakhpur!!! The reason for this being suprising is that my dear fren of 13 years actually stays in the same city as me and at the same town as the place where I am familiar with and I get to know it only now......cool eh? Haha...but cool thing is that she is gonna go during the chilly time....November!

Hmmm...my two dear frens not being ard for my bday....I wonder if this actually indicates sumthing......haha...

Ok well, Navaratri has started and once again, my -it- has coincided and am unable to pray but atleast wud be able to attend the haven........

I have no idea as to what is it with it but its my third time within 2 mths.....hmmmm, I wonder wads up with that....

Birthday Wishes

Happy Birthday to Nan Shi!!
Am missing my partner so much..have yet to see her ever since I came back from India..have to meet up soon and go out, k? Jurong Point is waiting for us, haha!

Birthday Wishes

Birthday Wishes to the Mynah who turned 21!! Wow......the key to freedom..haha finally attained by the doink eh.....

Haha-Happy birthday Girl!!!

Moving On.....

In the end-I can just and always only remember this saying=No matter how much you do, in the end, it always falls short! Reason being, this saying totally applies to my life in a perfect way..I always plan or rather hope for my life to go one way and another thing happens that forces it go another totally different and unexpected way....

-I had planned to go JC. However, I ended up doing Poly.
-I had planned on going to India while awaiting the Olevel results. However, I ended up staying here and working.
-I had planned on doing the early edu course. However, I ended up doing Banking n Finance.
-I had planned on going Uni. However, I ended up having to apply for it next year.
-I had planned on going to India in Nov and enjoying myself all the way till Feb. However, I ended up going in Aug and staying only for a month, that also following her around, having to listen and bear with it as she said whatever she wished to others without caring abt moi feelings.....marvelous, aint it-nothing changed despite the fact that I actually followed her cos she was being depressed n worried each day-so abt the thing that I want=Who gives a F*** abt it na?

With all that has happened and all, I guess I am now just to scared to even think or imagine about my future....I really have totally no idea as to what tom holds for me because anything that I am hoping to happen, isnt happening at all-WHY???!!???

I worked so hard and in the end, it all came to naught. The reason being that in the end, all that matters to them is:-
-the fact that I am totally wasting a year, when I shud have worked myself hard enuf to be able to secure a place in Uni
-the fact that other peoples sons are able to get admission letters from two unis and I am at home
Amazing isnt it that now, they are different ppl popping up for them to compare me to whereas last time, there used to be the other Pooja and the reason that she is no longer being dragged into the picture is because she is working?!?

Seriously, why must there be competition, where must there be the talk that this persons son/daughter is doing this, this and this etc.??? I mean, everyones life is different, why just two totally different people be compared with each other? Why cant the fact that the person himself/herself is working hard enuf be a thing to consider???
Why is it that they can look at all the above mentioned things and yet forget about how I used to study to ensure that I cud get thru my ICAs and Exams, why cant they look at the matter that I used to score good marks that placed me the top in class sometimes and congratulate me for that? Why cant they look at the matter that I used to do projects until I wud just totally lose it and start snapping away? Why dont all this things matter to them?
Why can they only see that I am wasting away a year and make me out to be a bad example to the two of them? Why cant it be viewed as an opportunity for me to be able to take a step back and relax? Why cant I be able to do and get wad I want? When I wanted to go for a break, they made me work and when he wanted to work, they sent him on a break-wheres the fairness in this???
All this just because of us belonging in a society which has nothing better to do than to compare one another and bad mouth those who dare to step out and life their own life........Screw this......

Frankly speaking, I am seriously and really damn sick and tired with this whole thing-I guess the reason that I have been whining to my friends about going back to India is because I desire, crave and want a break from all this thats currently going on....I really want a break-GIVE ME A BREAK! This is why everyday, I keep thinking about India and craving to go back....I really wanna go BACK!!!


I jus wan a person with whom I can just blabber out everything and let it all out....I jus want a good cry....

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Ok.....its been a while since I blogged...its been 2 weeks since I came back to S'pore and yet my mind and soul is still back in India, my home......I have no idea why but I seriously seriously wanna go back-it cud be due to the fact that I met all my relatives after 5 long years or it cud be due to the reason that my whole family is there except the two cuz sis and cuz bro...........

Frankly speaking, I can still remember the amount of excitement I had for the wedding of my cuz sis's as this meant for the both of them that they got to come to Singapore and for us, it meant having another family member here and yet, they came, got settled and the years went by and yet, there felt no difference that I now have two cuz's here...it felt no different from them not being here....maybe it cud be due to the reason that I was expecting things from them....was I expecting too much??
The happiness of having an older sister or brother is really marvelous-I was so excited about them that I would now have someone older then me, we can go out for movie, dinner or just outtings together......the days, weeks and even months passed by and no such thing happened....

At least thankfully, Sonu bhaiya also came over and at least now it's kinda better as compared to him not here.....we have another sibling with us...it feels nice.....

I really miss home:-

>I miss Nana scolding and the way I fed him the cashew nuts [he's so cute]
>I miss Nani getting and grinding henna for us, and her always asking me to put oil on my hair as well as the way she wud always say abt how we siblings leg is the same as our dad and not our mom's....
>I miss Sabitha Mausi naggin us about housework and the way she wud be calling and saying "Ae Bai/Ho"
>I miss Bala Mausi scolding Pullu {having ganged up wid Golllu as the poor girl literally sat in between} as well as her laughter and the way she played wif the doll
>I also miss my Mamas and Mamis......
>I miss my darling sis Pullu, who was my partner thruout the trip, I miss eating from the same plate as her, I miss the sisterly love I had for her as I "protected" her
>I miss the noisy Bulbul as well as the nonstop talker Rosy..I miss these two dearies who nonsense wud get on our nerves sometimes as well as bring a smile onto our faces
>I also miss Puru for the cute moments he had as he wud purposely tease me and act innocent.....
>I miss my lil cuz Sebbu, Ayush, Nikki and the newest addition-Baby bro=playing and just doing nonsense stuff wif them
>I miss my INDU BUA!!! I miss the way she put oil on my head and gave such a heavenly massage and I just miss her!
>I miss my dearie MB!!! I miss the way he was teasing Pullu, I miss watching or rather channel surfing the TV wif him, I miss his saying "Teri To" and most of all, I miss riding on the bike with him
>I also miss Bittu Bhaiya and his nonsense talking and the way he was constant busily running about the whole day
>I miss the adorable Gollu Bhaiya, and him having come down all the way from Patna to meet us, even missin his lessons for it and the way he tried to make me stop calling him Bhaiya..for tat I still have some getting use to do....well-time would tell>I also miss my Aunty, Uncle and not forgetting the dearie Babita Bua!! It was nice meeting and all..

Seriously, I really feel going back.....is there anyway for that happen...I WANNA GO HOME.............