Adios

In 12 hrs, m gonna be leaving Singapore for approx. 27 days-3 days shy of a mth....to think abt it, its quite a short time but there are gonna be so many things m gonna miss....:-
-my family(dad n bros)
-my frens.....
-my mp3(how m I gonna survive w/o music)
-my kdrama(all m left to do is watch their endings :'(.... n other dramas......

Whoa ald having listed these few items, m totally scared abt how time is gonna be spent there but One thing is for sure-when the time comes for me to leave the place,its gonna be even more heartbreaking....cos its a place, no matter how the ppl, where majority of my family is. It takes this incident for me to realise that my parents are really faraway from their hometown, esp my mom-while their other siblings can come down in a day or two by bus n train, for us it takes almost close to a week to head down....but this is how things were fated to be........
Outt of everything, I have learnt to leave things to GOD because everything happens as to how he plans it and not how we want it...Let Nature take its course.....
Till I return-take care one n all and Happy working/slacking!!

Hit Hard

Wow the disappointment today really hit hard la...I realised that no matter how I tried to take in my tried and move on along with encouragement words from a fren, the disappointment just cudnt go away....the overall feeling was like as if I had failed an exam and in a way or another, it even felt tat way...OMG-I seriously didnt expect myself to be so disappointed la but on the way home and while thinking abt it, cudnt help but feel sad.....Haiz, and Van, wad u said-After doin all this, if I dont get the job, I am so gonna kill myself=I feel like doing that...........I mean seriously-After literally embarassing myself in front of those ppl, I cud die out of embarrasement...-AAGGGHHHHH DAMNIT!!! Saddening la...just cant get over the feeling, and as always, got disappointed aft being so excited...I really hate myself, its like I nvr learn from my lesson that whenever I get excited abt something, disappointment comes attached with that event......damn la...I was really excited and kinda praying for it to happen but it didnt..............

Haiz, and the stupid thing was that I also forgot to bring my wallet...how dumb can I get?? I mena forgetting to bring ur wallet.....haiz.........AAARRGGGHHHHH-I really just cant get over it la.....Now I know how my cuz felt when I passed the BTT and he didnt .... The feeling S.CKS to the core!!!!!

Damn la-I really have no idea what is for me in the future, everything is becoming misty and uncertain, all that I had planned-I feel and somehow know that they wont happen......maybe even the trip, like wad my bro has been saying all this while....=I really wanna know wad my future holds ahead for me.........

Chaos

This video is so damn cute la......


I seem to be feeling so damn tired of all this-in the end, life isnt as rosy a picture as it appears to be, behind every smile, there are wires there to support it-so many things are damn superficial!!!

I am sick of it all-is this a .a.i.y or a politics zone?!?!? SCREW IT all....

Outdated......

OMG-Can't believe that JUNE is gone!! I mean its really gone and to think-I cant even rmb what I did the whole month!!!! OMG!!!

Anyway, met up with Van and Mita last mon for Vans bday celebration and our long awaited Riverwalk date-Ok, I know two gulab jamun monsters, namely Van and Nisa-the way the gobble it down......and Van was so cute after that-OMG, I cant believe I ate it all, am I going to die-haha as cute as ever la!! The whole dining experience was cool and all and our dearie Mita attracted two "unwanted" attention.....Also met Nisa after so damn long, and she "drove" the boat we were on......Her job is really cool la........

These few days just seem to be going by so quietly, hearing things has made me think a lot....One thing that I am assured of is that giving birth is one hell of a scary thing!!!I rmb the way Nilu didi reacted when she first gave birth to Navinn, you could feel that she was in damn lot of pain, and Parul didi-hearing that having to go through13-36 hrs of labour pain, and I tot that the only painful thing was wad Mita had said abt......to think that one has to go through so much and then a new life enters Earth!! I am in love with my nephew can??!!! Seriously, I wish I cud go over everyday to play and all but no such thing......Haiz...m in love wif babies!!!You know how ppl in love, at least in movies and all wud say-If u wan I wud get the stars/moon for you, well, in my case is that I want to get all the toys possible for him.........

Well, I have no idea why I have been thinking those things....but of well, having nothing to do, staying at home 24/7 wud definitely make ur brain think nonsense kinda stuff and all.........Am totally bored having nothing to do and all....wish I cud go India right now but even if that were to happen, I wud die out of boredom there and that would be even worse....haiz. to think that if enuf ppl had signed up, I wud be gg for the course and learning new things but NO-it had to get cancelled-DAMN!!!!!!

BORED>>>>>>>My Life is so damn quiet now......and to think that now I want it to be occupied....cant even go out, since no one to go with.....haiz............

BORING....BORING......BORING.....BORING....BORING.....