Saturday, April 26, 2008

The end of another Chapter and the beginning

My life is totally whizzing by me.....Seriously! Everything is happening too fast.....Got admitted into Poly, Completed 1st and 2nd year and now, I have also completed another crucial part of Poly Life-IPP.
My IPP journey has been a really fantastic one. I was basically sent to join a family. This lil family at a branch in a corner of Singapore consists of:-
1 Papa/Grandfather : Victor
3 Mamas : Elina, Cindy and Sheau Huey
4 Sisters : Denise, Lizah, Christine and Karine
1 Brother : Simon
1 LiL Girl : May

The first encounter with this family was not really great as I spent 4 days at home with an eye which had blown up like a fishball. So basically, the whole real encounter with them started from my second week and ever since then till now, it has been one heck of a journey-full of ups and down. I have totally no regrets about having changed my mind to have chosen that place-yea, though the sad thing meant being cornered away and distanced from dear frens [Which I think is the cause of whatever happened, in a manner].

The whole family is one which stands by each other helping each other in times of need especially lil girl. I received lots of support, help and encouragement from this whole family and now being away from them, I have realised that in this short while-I had become a member of the family.......Seriously, they are one heck of colleagues anyone could have ever asked for.......Each being different with their own characteristics:

Papa: Too soft spoken and giving leeway for everything......Really look up to him for the way he handles difficult situations...
Mama-Elina: The 'HOT' mama.......given her age and her position, she has really achieved a lot in such a short while and her idea of rewarding the people is totally hilarious and yet one which everyone looks forward to....
Mama-Cindy: The sweet mama.....giving lots of freedom to me and always having a smile on her face...and always being impatient for her "Burger"
Mama-Sheau Huey: The firm and strict mama....She is one powerful lady, doesn't believe in slow and easy at all-for her is ...Go out there and do it! I think it is because of her that my whole workflow became smooth.....
Sister-Denise: The one who would always be after me.......Why am I smiling, Why am I standing, Why am I sitting, Why am I working so fast, Why am I always asking her to sign in etc.....Her questions never ever stopped.....
Sister-Lizah: The hot tempered one with a cutie son......Once she gets angry, nothing but scolding from her and when she scolds, she really scolds.........
Sisters-Christine & Karine: The trainees with me....haha it has been one great learning journey for the three of us.....lots of mistakes, craziness and "other things"
Brother-Simon: I never thought I would see anyone more shy than me but he is so so so so so much more conservative and reserved and for some reason, looking at him scares me off marriage...
LiL Girl-May: The one with the most problems...haha totally look up to her for her inspiration to carry on despite everything that happens to her....
The Latest Addition~Sister-Veron: Apparently my replacement, as in the term used by Yue Meng, haha but it has been so much fun having her around the last few days, teaching her everything as my day to leave approached ......

Last but not least, the outside people of the place-
Hafiza(The straight forward and hard selling one),
Melinda(The soft looking, firm person),
Charmaine(The fierce and Vulgar person-She totally reminded me of Rachel, in terms of talk as well as looks),
Doreen(The small sized Fiery one),
Yue Meng(The tall good looking Guy ;P) and
Michael( The normal sized good looking guy ;P)

It's been a true pleasure being at this place and having become a member of this great family. Everything has to come to an end and so did this period.......I ended the whole thing by not being at the right place {I was supposed to be at a debriefing at Ang Mo Kio}....Anyway, the whole thing was a great one and the ending was kinda funny as well-they gave me a present which is so cute and the way Denise was promoting it haha........Anyway, ended the whole thing by going for Dinner with them....and it was such a funny and ridiculous one-Totally!

~Friends Forever :P~

Well-the chapter has ended and now school is gonna start......I have no idea how it is going to be because currently, things aren't really looking that great.
I don't know but things have really headed wrong direction during this 11-weeks....There is a sense of distance and loneliness-Well, apparently, it seems that asking for forgiveness isn't always everything....
I seriously don't get some things went overseas and gave me some responsibilities to take care of as well as uncle and just because of that-things have like.......
I really don't get what her problem is....Just because I didn't go, she made such a big commotion of it.....
What was my fault?
I seeked understanding-to be treated with anger
I seeked forgiveness-to be treated with indifference

I don't get why such a small thing was blown up.....Frankly speaking-She and her husband are totally dumb to be taken in by the mother-in-laws talk, the B***h who simply added oil to the fire....I mean, we are not always on a close term then what did she expect? Having said sorry-they still complained to my parents and apparently, I am sure this matter would have gone to the other side, The side whereby DUMBOS live and are always backstabbing one's own!

Sometimes, I seriously feel like giving up on all this but this is life and like it or not, one has to live life to the max! I really wish for a friend who would totally totally understand me, even in times when I am totally not understandable.........There is this song which I have never been able to forget:-
Best Friends are always gonna be there for your highs and your lows,
My best friend was never really there when I needed her the most.
You said you would there for me but why did you betray me,
using me to get what you want and I couldn't believe it but this is what I say,
It feels like it's gonna be okay, It feels like, It just feels that way...........

I know I have been MIA and everything but I hope you guys would forgive me because I totally wasn't able to take it...as for my thinking-with some people as the one mentioned above, things always go negatively for me....I hope things can be started afresh but that is what I hope....what would happen-Only GOD knows..............

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