Bored

Ok, I have been kinda neglecting my blog by not updating and all but the reason is due to the fact that I have nothing to blog about! My days seem to be whizzing by with my playing Farm Town and such on FaceBook and by watching Kdrama-Yes, once again-I have become an addict=Family's Honour!

My life is going through a very boring phase right now...with me being stuck at home and all...thankfully-there are plans for next week:
-Mon, having lesson-hopefully wud get to book a date in Sep
-Going for movie on Tues with Asha, Mithi and trying to get more ppl to come to make
the group huge.....Let's see-my two bros + Mano [third bro] n my cuz,so that I wont
be the oldie of the group, haha...
-Attending the ACCA talk, just to accompany Nans
-Going for Lunch on Wed
Ok, Just reading this and I am wondering-WOW! I am getting so excited for this and wad happens after wad?? It would be back to boredom town.....haiz, I wanna do something with the days, am trying to get the lessons to be twice a week but it depends on him.....I wanna get more assignments but have to be currently satisfied with one[of which the family is damn great and friendly and with a cute baby] and I wanna do the course but it starts in Jul and I wanna work and tat too starts in Jul...so basically this month of June is gonna be BORING!!!!!









Am really getting sick with the current flow and moreover, the days seem to be whizzing by which am not really sure if is a good thing or bad....I need my days to be more filled, not just with FB and Kdrama!!

I am oso getting sick and tired of having to hear the same thing over and over and over again.....I know that I am a bad choice but at least, I am making use of this time to get a break and work a lil-This is probably something which I know I would not get to do again .. I just want to enjoy the moment without any regrets...but I dont think its possible anymore coz as for now, I have been black labelled.......Haiz, my dreaming of going back all of a sudden without any annoucement and such, that oso so often-what does it mean?

Paying Guest

After like so long of waiting for new hindi movies to come out, I am reduced to this-having to entertain myself with just wathcing the trailers-Like WTH...I wonder when the movies would be release as per scheduled...like the kambakkht Ishq...haiz, was suppose to go n watch with my dearies but there is no idea as to when its gonna come out.....Haiz, this is getting boring.

Graduation

Finally-The day came, whereby we are no longer considered as students.....Well-Yest was the Graduation and wow-its over...I cudnt sleep on Sun night all due to the anticipation of graduation, thinking abt what wud happen if one were to trip and fall and worse of all, I woke my bro up at 5, an hour and half earlier than usual-I dont even know wad I was thinking-Poor kid.

Well the ceremony all was ok and everything....got to meet up with all the mates...like seeing them after so long

-P.S: photos at Facebook, too lazy to upload....and Mano Bro-My blog isnt dead, this just goes to show that u dont read my blog, ya??

After that, rushed home and then went out to meet Mithi and Asha....Dearie Asha suprised me with a grad gift-very pretty candles and in my fav colour too-haha, thanks girl!!

Well, it was great meeting up with them and moreover, meeting Mithi after so long and meeting Asha for the first time officially for an outting....it was great fun!

Well, cant believe that Poly life has officially ended....and a great way to end it-Thank u to my two buddies who were sitting beside me during grad for preventing me from decayin away...they were both a great company, filled with laughter and crazinesss......
To all my frens-I dedicate this song to u guys:keep in touch yea...




Something u guys wud understand more....haha....

Too Dependent

The above word totally applies to me-today, with all that happened, I realised that I am very dependent on the people around me.

I am dependent on my friends to go out to do shopping-anyway, it turned out to be a disaster...and in the end-I am wearing wad I originally planned. Seriously speaking-I felt totally disgusted at myself when I found myself asking for help=I had to ask help from Nisa to get stockings-which I managed to get by myself after running around like a mad person, Poonam to help me do threading after both the shops closed early-thanks so much for that babe and Reka to help me get the cards from Bao ling-which am gonna get it from her tom......Seriously, just reading through I have mentioned the words help so many times....OMG-Wads wrong with me.......Haha...well-at least I know wads wrong with me to improve myself,na?

Well, another thing that I realised is that I am totally not cut out to be a last min person-being last min apparently runs in the family but I am not the type=I totally found myself panicking!!!

Wow=two lessons learnt today!! Great-am so gonna improve myself-I wanna be a better person, more independent!!!!

Tired....of it all

Its just damn tirin to keep quiet, not be able to do anything-not even break down....it hurts a lot......Yea-i know am a disappointment and all=I am just a STUPID and DUMB person who always ends up taking the end of the brunt-am sick of it all. Once again, like sec school, I feel like ending this all but tat wud be a cowardly act...
I need a spontaneous friend with whom I can just freely plan last min things whenever there is the feeling for it........
I feel like everyone-my frens and bro have a life, except me!