Outing wif Van n Mita

Yesterday, thankfully no calls came, so was able to go and meet my two dearies after nearly 8 months. I guess the last we met was for Mita's b'day celebration and after that was this outing. In the morning, accompanied my mom and from there, went over to Nisa's place. There, sat and listened to her tell her script as well as tested her....haha as I did that, I was like-OMG, how to remember the whole of the chunk?
Anyway, at the end of it all, she did it-So am very damn happy for her-CONGRATS BABES {both of u got it :) }

Anyway, met up with Mita to go and look for Van's present. Upon doing so, we realised that we had totally no idea what to buy for her.....we went to the different type of shops then we went ino Nike, I remebered seeing the beautiful lanyard on Rac's blog and went to look for it but no more and couldn't find it elsewhere. Next was a cap form Quiksilver, though we were like, yea she would like it, we didn't know the colour and design to buy. Then we walked in the back alleys of the shops and suddenly found this beautiful shop selling t-shirts. The lady there was very nice, she was toally into suggesting for us the t-shirt to buy and in the end, after casting away "Always Late" and another t-shirt, we got her a " I only loook Innocent " t-shirt.

Anyway, after that met up with Van and we went to Breeks for a late lunch and early dinner. We had left the cake with the manager there and had asked for it to be brought out after the food. It was a totally 3 months belated borthday suprise, but one nonetheless. Haha. Anyway, as we were eating, Nisa joined us and as she met Van, ahha she wished her happy birthday. Van had a stupid expression on her face. Haha anyway, after we had ate and sat around talking , all of a sudden, the manager along with the staff came out with the cake and singing a borthday song. haha as they were doing that, Van was lloking aroudn to see who they were singing for and that's when me and Mita wished her a Belated birthday and thankfully we did so, if not the whole thing would be one big mess as she was about to say that "it's not my birthday".

Anyway, after that it was nothign but laughter as Van was startled and all and there was one particularly funny thing that tickled the both of them non stop. "Mita said-Did you suspect? and I replied-Who would suspect after 3 months?" and for some reason this tickled both of them all the way home.

Then, we just walked around talking and all......Got to learn that Mita has a BF!!??!! and Van liked a *** because of his dancing...haha it was non stop talking and all....but its really fun meeting them after long time nad everything and just sitting and talking.....we walked to Clarke Quay and boy was the night life happening, it was so packed because of the moon cake festival adn then we walked ahead along the road to see the happenings....not much since it was rather early but there was one particularly unique place-Clinic C or C Clinic......it was a very interesting place, there were hospital beds and wheelchairs, people getting drips and the bar being an operation theatre-had seen this kind of things only happening in Japan.

Van safeguarding the candle.

The ice cream and cake combination we came up with.....

Beautiful Fountain at Clarke Quay

A Gracious Society, Singapore-this is how gracious we are. This pregnant lady boarded at Dhoby Ghaut and alighted at Hougang. All the way, nobody bothered to give up their seats for her. Even though there was an empty seat nearby, a guy rushed to it as she was making her way there.

A Week Holiday

Holidays really flash by your eyes....in a blink, it is already Friday. It's like-what the hell have I done this whole week...Nothing except for the fact that I have discovered two awesome Korean dramas on Channel U but the irritating thing is that the characters have been dubbed to speak in Chinese and it is so freaking irritating, I rather they speak in Korea-haha, it sounds like they are constantly cursing!!!

Haven't really got to watch much movies.....
Mission Istanbul: it seems like all movie makers are covering the topic of Terrorism....but gotta say that both the actors are so suave looking[V and Z].....as always-haha.......haiz, anyway, I guess the biggest disappointment is Kismat Konnection: was so looking forward to the movie and what happens in the end...it's a damn big and huge disappointment, nothing that great about the movieand especially Vidya Balan-OMG...she is so plain looking and all and as comapred to Jab We Met, I am sure another actress would have done a great job-why did they have to get her?? As compared to Shahid, she is so Y--K! Another one is God Tussi Great Ho: it is a copy of ....Almighty[forgot the front part].

And it's so unfair that all and everyone of them have watched Singh is King except for me-which brings me to the sad part, that even if I wanna go, there is no partner for me: anyone interested to waste money and watch again.

Nothing much as apart from that, except for the fact that the expected disapointment still hurt badly....I don't know why I can't come to face with it...she is always doing it, I should have grown accustomed to, no? But yet again, here I was happily awaiting to end up being heavily disappointed......Life!
But luckily, there are two other dears for me and am so excited about meeting with them! Especially I hope that the suprise would actually pay off-I know that it is rather very belated but hope that the dear would be happy! Can't wait to meet - Van and Mita =)

Learnt to upload video all thanks to Rachel-Thanks a lot babe :D

Happenings

Ok......quite a week has passed.....

Mon-went out and spent some time with her and am so freaking happy...Like finding a sis and the more I go out, the more connection I feel :D

Tues to Thurs wasn't much of a big deal........shouting and what else but sweet things happened as well.

Fri-went out with 3 other ladies and a girl....headed for the COMEX show. Damn crowded...didn't expect that much crowd for a weekday. Didn't even need to figure out the way, all had to do was to follow the crowd....Anyway, it was fun still, quite crazy and all-got to see how nuts Singaporeans really get.

Anyway, got myself a Video Cam....haha preparations are starting ;) Haven't really explored it yet....it's sitting in the cupboard in its original wrapping-this is how long my interest lasts......But am so excited....Didn't get to buy my ear pieces though because of someone and something irritating things that happened [if I have my way, I would have locked her at Home!!!]...instead, my mom and me treated them to snacks and drinks from the Toast Box [it was very nice].

I find myself doing things that she like, I have no idea why but I just wanna bring a smile on her face, is it wrong? Anyway, gave her the birthday gift and am so happy she loved it....I totally loved what she said to me-Buy things for people which they want and you know they would use if not, it would just be resting away and collecting dust, the key to doing that is knowing the person well enough.......

Anyway, saw this totally awesome person, was just srucked by him, there was a sense of familiarity with him and also strangeness, but in the end, the sickenign crowd of Dhoby Ghaut drowned him with itself........haiz, but I was totally............

Moreover, the latest promo of Imran Khan's film is so the uber cool......words really fail to describe hima dn his looks and the change he has gone through...........
If you are interested, check out this link and also while there, check out Dostana's promo-"We are Gay"=haha, looks to be a crazy movie. Click HERE for the link.

Wronged

I feel so bad for having wronged her. I guess the bad experience I had, forced me to jump to conclusion but whatever the reason-I am sorry and I am so happy that she is like this.....Is my wish finally going to come true whereby I would have a lovable one to go out with and everything? I pray and hope so....... :)

Anyway, the outing with her was so fun. It was like going out on a carefree and simple yet beautiful talk. I just wished it didn't have the aura of rushing in it and yet apart from that, it was mind blowing and perfect...

Finally there are some cds at home to watch and yet, we are not able to watch it....I am so anxiously anticipating the IT show....Would we be able to get a new one???? Please....

I guess whatever is happening around, truly shows that even though you are family, in the end only your own family sticks with you, not even your blood cousin. No wonder FAMILY stands for Father and Mother, I Love You!

Haiz.....so many things and the other thing-I am so hooked onto Coffee Prince...... I can keep on watching it over and over and over and over and over again....TOTALLY-I have no idea why but it is just so captivating.........I guess, we all yearn for something that we know would not ever happen and for that reason, we choose to stick into this fiction world.....

Emo

Am feeling mixed emotions.......Went to send off Parvin, the tears just flowed......I mean like what she said-I don't even talk so regularly to her and yet, a dear one was flying off for a while and yet.......After we left from there, I just felt a mixed bag of feelings-sadness, tiredness, anger and pain.......and everything is ending.....In the end, what used to happen in Sec school, it is happening all over again-then was May, now is a bigger group of dear ones......History does repeat itself -F**K..............

My life is so the freaking screwed up right now. Things are like this here...am so freaking angry at both of them....she is so so so so ........ and she is so weak-it is totally unexpected from her. Well, this is part and parcel of life and for her to blame it, I think is totally unfair. How can she have expected whatever is happening-All she did, she did with your welfare at heart! Just feeling like screaming at her for the way she is, you are a kiddo, stay a kiddo!

Family life is another screwed up section.....I mean we are family for crying out loud and you did this all for the .....? I mean he did whatever he could for your benefit, he helped so much and this is how you repay him?!!? Someone who has a longer relationship with you than her? This is how strong your relationship is?-F*** U! Hello, we are a family....not a political arena where this politics and fight is going on-F***K all of you!

Had it not been for them, I don't even think I would want to go......I am already having double thoughts but because of them, I convince myself to go...........And I hope to see them when I go there-Please GOD!

"Behind the smile, there's a person who just ..... .. ......"