Friends

Friendship is an awesome thing. Sometimes, we do things without a particular reason. We stay away without speaking and yet remain close to one and another.....

Everyone has families but friends are the ones with whom we spent equal or more time than with family..........

I have made friends and then, lost contact with them because previously, I was a person who just kept things as how they were. Only after meeting friends like Reka, my thinking has changed.

She was and is my first friend in Poly. I cannot recall how I befriended her but her company has always been a very awesome thing to me-a feeling I can't describe. Because of this, I freaked out during TEP and behaved like a *****. Though, now to think back about it, I know I acted like a complete idiot and spoiled person but I know I did it because I became totally freaked out about losing her company....Wad to do-She is just too precious a GEM to lose.........from our frenship-I have found a Sis, one which I never had and one like whom I would never have. I know no matter what happens, whether we meet or talk or not, you would be there and you can count on me to be there for you...........Am sorry for the way things have been currently.......no matter what happens-u r the bestie I could ever have :)

Me with My Rabbit-the best Dearie one can ever find

Happy Birthday Sonu

Wishing Sonu a very happy 15th Birthday......[I only have this pic of her from which we can see her back [i white with hair tied in ponytail]
Wish you all the best and may you be blessed with lots of success, laughter, peace and Presents!! Luv ya :)

-Looking through the pics for Sonu's photo, saw all the photos taken at the airport by my cuz. Kinda sad that I didn't go to send my bro off :(......Oh well, what is done is done and over now. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with him......He is just blindly and dumbly following people around and hurting my mom so much. Seriously, WTH are u doing Anshu? Now, I realise he is so naive and dumb that even my aunt is saying that he isn't trustworthy-What's the deal, bro?
Hats off to all my paternal cousins.....I have no idea what is the deal with you guys but I guess that now, I am learning about how life is. I guess I have been blindfolded by a veil that I was unable to see how ******* and "matlabi" you guys are.....It just hurts so much to realise it now-the pain is so much that it has just turned into hatred........I guess Life is like this, haiz, what to do? Well, at least I know now, better late now than ever [totally understand you now-Dino] and as for the best ***** award would have to go to my cuz sis. I can't believe that all these while, I have been so naive to think that I would have a elder sis to look up to, a sis who I can talk to and all instead I got a *****..........Whatever!!!!! Aaarrrggghhhh- who the hell do I trust? How do I know whether the person is talking to me with a clean heart? What the hell-Why am I like this? Why do I take the world so naively? Why do I trust people so easily???? WHY WHY WHY?

Haiz!

OMG-these weeks are just flying by......School 'opened' this week and it's already Sunday now! OMG-so many projects to rush through and EXAMS are coming!!!! Haiz......seriously, hate this rushing life.....time is just whizzing by....what to do, what to do?????

Life's Lesson

Being confused and in a crazy state of mind- A fren tells me this:-
'If life is full of blossoms, we'll forget GOD.
So GOD tests us once in a while; to test our faith in him and to remember him.
So that's why you should never give up in life.'

Thanks so much dearie...........

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008

May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good a faithful friend be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!

Wishing one and all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008.

Goodbye 2007!

2007 came and is now going to be gone......I must say that this year has been a wonderful year for me. I have grown more mature and have become more outspoken, made wonderful friends as well as learned a lot of lessons from life.

Lessons learned:
One thing I have learned and am sure would always remember is to-Never have expectations from anyone........
Life is hard and the hard truth about life is that everyone fends for themselves. No matter how nice and caring someone may be to us, in the end, the objective is to position themselves in a good and safe spot.
No matter what happens, one cannot count on someone to be there for them. We cannot even say when our dear one may just turn around and stab us from the back, push us aside for their progress.....Well, this is LIFE!

This year, I have learned that I have to stand up for myself, voice out my opinions, always be independent and never trust anyone too much..........learned form my darling-Reka

Anyway, I have also met wonderful friends this year namely, my Zoo animals:
-Dino:Nisa
-Frog:Shamsul
-Camel:Parvin
-Elephant:Veenotth
-Unknown:Nasarath
-Unknown:Marjuk
-Monkey:Shachin

I have also better enhanced my relationship with my classmate friends:
-Kangaroo:Fai
-Tiger:Rachel
-Monkey:Azlina
-Nan Shi

Also, I got to meet my long lost dearie-Vandana...........

I used to think that one should have a friend to fall back on and who would always be there but my opinions have long changed and now-friends are just for the moment to have crazy times with, to hang out, cam whore and enjoy life to the max.
I also have had crazy thoughts this year-really crazy and wild......the worst being-What would happen if I were to be gone one day?

Anyway, whatever has been done is over and maybe forgotten-So, I would like to take this chance to APOLOGIZE for any wrong I have ever done. Please forgive me if I have ever annoyed or irritated you to the max. Forgive me if my behaviour has made you mad with me. Forgive me for any harsh word or comments I have said to hurt your feelings. Forgive me for whatever wrong I have done to you. I apologize to you with my whole heart-I am truly and very SORRY! I hope we can start the new year with a new beginning. Though the year is ending and a new one is going to begin, I am still sad to see the year ending and being gone.......

Here's a sad and heartfelt GOODBYE to the year 2007 where new friends have been found, new experiences experienced and new lessons learned.

-----GOODBYE 2007-----